Hi semua. Long time no see. Busy. Sedikit perkembangan tentang diri, sekarang saya dah masuk third year degree. Alhamdulillah. Semoga segalanya dipermudahkan dan dapat graduate tepat pada waktunya yea in syaa Allah aamiin Allahumma aamiin.
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Saya dalam mood nak buat appreciation post untuk orang-orang yang saya masih ingat, terhutang budi, sayang (?) dan seumpamanya lah. So this person came to my mind quite frequent lately. This person is a friend of mine and this friend is a He. hahah. Banyak kenangan ada dengan dia. I still remember most of them. Ada yang tak ingat and I do not know why. Felt like getting an amnesia lewls. (Sebab jarang iols lupa kenangan). So yeah. Probably there must be something wrong with me? ^^'''
Anyway, I would like to thank him alot. I can't tell this to him personally secara tiba-tiba sebab, dia mungkin akan fikir ke arah lain like , "why so sudden?" Gitchu. Satgi dia ingat bebukan pulek. I started with this guy because like I said lately when I do a lot of thinking, he came first. As this post meant to be an indirect appreciation post, anggaplah post ini as I say to him personally. So after this I'll use "aku-hang". If you read this, acknowledge this and thought it could be you, do let me know so that I'll know "Ouh, orang yang sepatutnya baca dah baca dan apa aku rasa tentang dia sampai ke empunya appreciation post' Gitchu.
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Aku, masih ingat macam mana kita mula berkawan. Apabila hang tiba-tiba called aku dan menangis sebab putus cinta or more likely had an issue with your girlfriend. I was confused at that time sebab time tu kita tak rapat sangat and that was so sudden. Sudah la time tu aku tengah dengan kekawan Asasi. Hahahaha. (Bang! You are the only one guy yang pernah menangis dekat aku sebab putus cinta. So if you read this, and remember this thing, yes I'm talking about you.) Chill, people won't know.
As you know, selepas kita habis SPM aku masuk Asasi Undang-Undang, mannn that was not easy. I mean, belajar perundangan time tu walaupun ASASI JE. But you were there. Indeed, at first I helped you. Went through all sort of things but that was nothing compared to how you helped me through during my Asasi. How you helped me with my research. Remember? Pasal the word "Allah" used by Christians? Yes. That one. There was one time I had a hard time and you came to see me by surprise (?) with food, doughnuts kot. How considerate and to be honest I appreciate what you did there the most.
You are a good guy. But that doesn't mean you are not annoying lewls. Of course, kita ada on and off. Gaduh baik or kalau tak gaduh pun more likely berdebat cemtu but sedikit sebanyak damn it's annoying and hurt. Hahaha. And kekadang the jokes terlebih sampai aku tak rasa that as a joke but aku cool je until that one time i felt that's it. Sebab tu ada masa bila hang melawak aku balas semberono or tak balas. Yyeah. Tak nak gaduh over petty things so I chose that way. I sorted my feeling that way. Didn't want to put the blame on you too~~~
And there were times I felt like aku bergantung dengan hang too much. I was too comfortable. The thing is, aku tak suka rasa macam tu. Aku tak suka rasa seperti hidup bergantung dengan orang. Bergantung dengan hang by means, when I have problems I'll share with you. Especially regarding my studies. Lagipun, hang pun ada kerja hang sendiri, hang pun tengah belajar juga, tak nak ganggu. So I decided to put a gap between us until I didn't realise that kita dah tak macam dulu, kita dan tak cerita-cerita, or randomly talking about current issues and etc. And the worst, aku dah tak ingat tentang hang maksud aku, hang belajar tahun berapa and all. Time flies so fast, man and yeah. Sumpah sedih but what to do. I did that, to us. I started it first.
Yes, I tried to talk to you back simply just to know your well being but something stopped me. And sometimes I feel like I'm a nuisance to you lewls~ I did one day, contact you but it felt different. Like, you were cold to me and so I decided not to prolonged the conversation. Maybe just maybe I did hurt you too. But I hurt too.
So continue, to be honest aku bebetul rasa that you are one of the reasons I managed to survive in law school till I got into degree in law too. I really appreciate segala apa yang hang pernah bantu aku. Bila aku tak yakin pada diri sendiri, when I was in doubts and all. And remember the thing hang buat "open this when you are sad, happy, etc...." That. Yup, I appreciate that too. It helped.Thanks a lot dude.
I'll pray the best for you. I know you are a good guy & friend , smart but a bit dramatic (lewls) and caring lah. Yyea... I miss you and know that I never forget you. I may be cold or rude to you sometimes but please consider that as I'm having PMS (eventhough I'm not at that time) LOL. Kbye.
Hahaha, that's all. Actually too much things to say but I could't put it into words. Thank you for everything. Take care there.
:: NN ::
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