Appreciation Post [4]

Assalamualaikum

Hi! I promise to myself to breakthrough the record in updating my blog this year. I'm gonna update as much as possible with more educational stuffs and discussions, perhaps? This will be my last appreciation post. I'm gonna talk about two people here, my two dearly friends. 

First and foremost I'm gonna shout out to both of them Tiqhot and Khalili who were always there for me before especially during mid sem break and sem break. In other words, when we were all together in Kulim. Hahahaha. Kalau lah ada anugerah setia kawan 2018/2019, I'm gonna give them the award! Hahaha

Lemme talk about Tiqhot first. Tiqhot (God knows how to pronounce this) hahaha because I'm not calling her with the name. The name I picked from her Twitter haha! Just for fun under this post. We've been friends since forever. Dari perut Mak kitorang. Nah kidding! Haha. Since we were in standard one. Jodoh kuat jugak lah sebab most of the time dari sekolah rendah ke sekolah menengah kitorang berada dalam kelas yang sama. Masuk pengakap sama. Sama-sama~ mengejar mimpi~ sama-sama~ ...yeah that song just came out of nowhere. Haha

Terpisah jauhhhh....waktu form 4 and form 5. Takde la jauh mana sebab terpisah kelas je kahkah. Tuition still sama... dapat tempat di Matrik pun sama but nay, I didnt go to Matrikulasi, remember? Dia pergi! Haha. Despite for some years till now dah terpisah jauh sebab she's currently doing her Degree at UM kos in Kimia something something but we still keep in touch. Thru Twitter, Instagram, WhatsApp well well you name it. 

She's my coffee date guys! Cakap nak lepak minum kopi je I roger her, she rogers me we roger-roger... Tempat selalu lepak minum kopi McD or Blackwood. Dia la rajin melayan aku...cravings aku...kutip dan heret aku pi mana-mana since currently I don't have my own transportation. Soo gitchu laaa... Thanks baby sebab tak jemu dengan I, sabar melayan I mmuah mmuahh... Andai kau lelaki sudah ku masuk meminang mu.... kahh!

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Selain diaaa........ we usually lepakinggg together juga with this one bright girl juga namanya Khalili. Since Khalili, bukan Khalil, so this friend of mine is a SHE ok. Hahah...sebab ada orang confused ingat bila iols update story nama Khalili depa ingat laki soo no no... 

I like having a conversation with her. She has so many things in mind and soalan dia selalu buat minda ku berhubung... sometimes I need a moment to think nak jawab soalan dia. What I like about her and EVERYONE must have this dalam diri korang is when you're in doubt or tertanya-tanya on something pasal seseorang, you JUST ASK DIRECTLY to that person. Bukan pi tanya orang lain. Have some respect and sense guys~... Even when you heard something about a person from another person, if you want to trust it, you should double check from the person him/herself beforehand~ She's like that!

Dia selalu tanya aku terus. Kalau ada orang cakap pasal aku, dia selalu tanya aku juga for confirmation. She's having that common sense and being so responsible... And she respects my likes and dislikes. Benda aku pernah kongsi ke dia yang aku tak suka, dia tak buat pun. I mean, Gosh isnt she is sooooo nice??? Some people tahu kita tak suka sesuatu tu but they just do to us directly or behind us :< I hate it...then from the first place you shouldn't have asked my likes and dislikes ke ape kan... huhuhu... so she's a keeper and a person I can trust on in syaa Allah.

I mean, I always make this obvious and directly say to my friends...if you wanna know anything or something about me, you should ask me. I'm open and I can give you enough and true sohih jiddan information. I wont lie. And if ada benda aku tak boleh bagitau, orang lain juga takkan ada information tu and you won't get it anywhere except from me LOL. Kalau ada maklumat aku tak bagi because you thought tak cukup, yeah memang mana-mana kawan sampai situ sahaja lah... hahaha. Kalau ada orang lain bagi info lebih, you better think twice to trust or not to trust.

 Hearsay is a hearsay guys and you're less cerdik enough to blindly trust. Because minda manusia makin lama dia dah macam lemah and bercampur aduk... they tend to miss out something or exaggerate... The best is only relying on me when the things are about me. haha. Khalili understands this very well. That's why I say she's so bright and have the common sense. Dengan Khalili tak payah nak ulang benda yang sama banyak kali hahaha. Dia dengaq, dia hadam...hahah

Khalili pun rajin melayan aku...kitorang study tempat yang sama di Ganu cuma universiti dan kos yang berbeza. Tapi univesiti kitorang pun like sebelah-sebelah...almost. I mean, I don't have to be so specific here kan, asalkan you get the point WE ARE CLOSE ENOUGH. hahahaha...but currently she's having her internship kat Kulim so I dont have anybody here anymore in Terengganu. Kenot lepak makang or mengkopi di McD or somewhere here in Ganu. Or lepak pantai and sorts. Dihh... I'm all alone :( .... 

I really like her sharings, anything laa especially pasal apa dia belajaq or experienced. Love listening to her stories. Kat Kulim pun selain Tiqhot dia rajin kutip heret aku pi mana-mana kahkahkah... and rajin layan cravings aku...or haritu aku nak gi Cherok Tokkun you know, but susah nak kumpul semua sekali dengan kekawan lain kasi onz then she hits me up kata jom lah siapa tak boleh tu tak apa kita pergi je. OMG I'm in love with this girl....andai kau lelaki sudahku masuk meminang juaaa.. eh banyak pula aku nak pinang kahkahkah... but plot twist la tak jumpa-jumpa pulek Cherok Tokkun tu so pergi kat Bt apa tah nama hahah dengan Tiqhot sekali! Next time joms?

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I'm really thankful for their kindness and their time(s) for me... I hope I'm a good friend to them as well. Y'know a good friend is always there for their friends and make time for their friends no matter what. We can always choose. I will always choose to make time for them as well when they need me. Contact when needed and kasi jumpa sampai jadi hahaha. As much as they sacrifice or put the efforts in this friendship, I hope I'm being and doing the same as well to them. Thank you thank you thank you so much weh Tiqhot and Khalili... you guys are the best so far hahaha!

Till we meet again okay mmmuahhh! Love nyak nyakkkk

:: NN ::

Appreciation Post [3]

Assalamualaikum

Hi there, I'm back after one year from the last post, I think. I'm currently in my last semester for final year so do pray for me. Hehehe. 

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My third appreciation post goes to

 

Yup, my happy pill. I can't really remember if I ever posted anything about you here hehe. But okay today I decided to. I usually convey my appreciation directly and privately to him. Actually the picture already tells everything what I feel about you. And you know better. 

I am not sure whether you remember when was the first time we knew each other. It was the day I did something crazy and you kindly layan je. Hahaha. I was a total stranger to you at that time but seeing you replied to me that soft and kind, okay I knew it you are a good person. 

You know it all started with your parents. (Ouh yes now I remember I posted one post about you before this hahahaha!) Well, initially I fell for your parents. Wait, I'm not saying like now I fell for you, bruh. Hahahahaha! It's just now more than your parents, you're now in it too and as my happy pill. You know what I meant by saying you are my happy pill because I did tell you and I did ask your permission to be my happy pill. Haha. 

I still have the all warm words from your late father and your mother. Sometimes, I get in touch with your elder sister too. Sometimes I can see she is having a hard time and I promised myself to be there for her like giving some warm words too like how you and your parents directly or indirectly did to me. I really appreciate of all your sharings and stories. 

You know what, happy pill... it does not matter how I truly feel. And it also does not matter how you truly feel. Because all I want is the best for you even if I am not the one that is the best for you. It's okay. Allah knows how sincere I am praying this for you. If you are happy, I am happy. I don't ask you to be part of me but just let me know you are okay and alive of course, in any way. Hahahaha. 

Well well... I have a lot of things to say but you know, I am more comfortable to tell you everything privately. Soooooooo, bilakah? Heh heh. Byeee and take careeee! Kerja elok-elok. Well I know you will. But still, I'm gonna wish it. Ok. It's hard to stop because this is about you but okay I will stop now...like seriously...okay bye. Fi amanillah. 

::NN::

Marriage [?]

Assalamualaikum

Happy New Year, Selamat Tahun Baru, Salam 2018 semua! Dah masuk 22 tahun, unofficially, alhamdulillah. I wish 2018 brings a lot of joys in our lives. I wish for MORE love, LESS gossip and heart breaks ^_^, Tengah dalam musim final exam sekarang ni, pray for me aite? hee~

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So, what's up with the topic? So I actually have this one friend yang suka bertanya, which is good. But mostly, soalan dia buat In berfikir lebih sikit hahah. I like it though. Not too long ago, my friend suddenly asked me, in the car. 

"Kenapa hang nak kahwin?" 

At first blur juga lah dengan soalan tu hahaha! I was like , "Uh? Maksud hang?" Hahaha, so dia explained, then only I understood~ So the question is actually in general. It does not matter whether now you are single, no special friend, or you are now having a boyfriend/girlfriend, just broke up, engaged and what so ever. Because this question for those yang dalam hidup ni dia nak kahwin. So, orang yang tak nak kahwin, this question is not for you obviously. Hahahaha. 

Apabila dah masuk umur 20-an, topik kahwin is very common. Orang akan selalu bertanya and sometimes sedang syok bersembang tiba-tiba eh cakap pasal kahwin. Gitchu~ I am not sure whether korang dah ada jawapan sendiri dalam diri? If no, then you may ask yourself, "Kenapa aku nak kahwin?" ;) For me, I did not have the pressure to answer my friend's question because memang dah pernah fikir and memang dah ada jawapan sejak, entah lama dah lah fikir, hahahah! I mean, if you want something, you need to know why first, with at least a reason, kan? Takkan lah saja-saja nak. So, yea kalau ada rezeki dan umur yang panjang of course I want to get married. Know why? Save it for later. Hahaha.

This marriage topic pun ada discussed in my class. My lecturer said to us, nowadays, people get married due to tekanan masyarakat and at the end, the marriage didn't last longer. That is too sad. I know, apabila kita habis belajar, ada pekerjaan, umur pula dah 25 tahun lagi kerap orang akan bertanya, "Bila nak kahwin?", or bila kawan-kawan kita dah kahwin, mata orang automatik akan fokus ke yang belum kahwin ni hahahah. But know what, you don't have to worry. Don't rush thing like this. Kalau ada orang bertanya cakap saja , "doakan saya" ewah. 

Because for me, benda ni akan datang pada waktunya. Of course, you pray. But dalam hidup ni ada aturannya. In syaa Allah, benda ni akan datang ke kita once we are ready. Selagi tak datang, you just pray, ask Allah and just focus on yourself first. Achieve other things dulu, because in life, ada banyak lagi kita boleh buat dulu like travelling, (pastu jumpa la jodoh time tu)? hee~kkkk.... I know some people yang getting nervous because umur makin meningkat, jangan katakan kahwin, bayang jodoh pun tak nampak lagi. And I also understand yang nak kahwin awal especially before 30 lah sebab selepas umur tu, it's kind of leceh dalam a few matters and ada other consequences especially for women to bear. And I as a woman also, personally kalau boleh before 28, like 28 tu kira dah masuk tahun ke-berapa tah-lah ehem hahahaha! Because takutttt takuttt la dah lepas 28 tu rasa macam ah malas ah nak kahwin hahahaha. I'm so unexpected -.-''' But hey, kita boleh rancang and set goals je but most of them kerja Allah. 

So back to the question, kenapa nak kahwin dalam hidup ni? Sebab In tak suka berada dalam satu fasa or posisi yang sama. I mean, okay kalau rumah, In tak suka duduk satu rumah, or tempat tu lama sangat. Waktu kecik-kecik, In nak membesar cepat because I wanted to know how the life is, (cis serabut betul bila dah besar ni hahaha), and same goes to title. From single, to married woman. In nak tahu macam mana marriage life ni. In nak merasa sendiri. Tak nak lah selamanya single. In nak ada progress dalam kehidupan. Ke satu fasa dan ke satu fasa. Because I believe, from there juga In akan belajar banyak benda, dan akan menghargai lebih ramai orang dan kehidupan. Gitchu. 

I don't really know how to put this into perfect words but that is the main reason lah. Marriage is something new (phase), and I would love to experience it with of course, dengan siapa lagi aku nak kahwin kalau bukan dengan orang terchentaaaa... ehem. And I believe, dalam alam perkahwinan juga buat kita realise what we are more capable of and at the same time kita akan lebih matang dan dewasa. Handle kids ain't easy. Anak orang, anak sendiri tak sama. Tengok orang beranak, kita beranak sendiri, tak sama. Lol! The love and struggles in marriage. So many things, it's like never ending process dalam alam perkahwinan selagi hidup. Hahaha. 

And not to forget juga somehow marriage is a little bit scary for me, tapi kekawan memang takut sungguh lol. Yang takut sungguh dulu tu nanti jalan dulu :P , But know what, jangan fikir dulu. Fikir bila tiba masanya hahahaha! What I mean, kalau nak kahwin, kahwin je lah. Segala apa masalah mendatang tu hadap and handle bila ia datang lah. Simple meh. Same goes to, jangan fikir pasal jodoh sangat. Dia datang bila dia perlu datang. Hahahah. 

So, I like changes, I like to explore, I like to go further and deeper. Generally, by that reasons, I want to get married selagi hidup. Hahaha. If specifically, there are more reasons than just a phase in life. But that, mostly clicheeeee ><''' So what about you guys? Do you wanna get married and if yes, generally, why? ^_^ 

ps: some people cakap tak boleh fikir lagi sebab kenapa nak kahwin because they said they haven't found their jodoh lagi. However they said, "maybe nak elak maksiat". Well, anything will do. I don't judge hahah. But personally, if you wanna get married, you should already have a reason walaupun still single and jodoh masih sorok hahah.

Thank you

:: NN ::