tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88798490318681308652024-03-06T05:20:37.412+08:00Amore Volta !Love Time | Exhale Hate | InfinityaireNazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.comBlogger293125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-63817603685110910582020-01-18T22:03:00.000+08:002020-01-18T22:03:16.956+08:00When Do You Find Yourself Pretty/The Prettiest?Assalamualaikum<br />
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This is about self-love. When actually do you find yourself the prettiest? Or handsome or attractive. This is my very own personal feeling. Firstly, I really appreciate kind gestures or words or compliments. But, I do not get affected much by them. I define myself. Bila orang kata I cantik or seumpama, I usually do not feel the same way. I find myself very moderate or beshe beshe je. Hahahaha. I swear. I pernah cakap dekat kawan I. "aku tengok muka aku kat cermin, aku tak pasti kat mana orang kata aku cantik. Bagi aku biasa je." Hah lebih kurang gitchu. Hahaha. But when do I really feel myself pretty or the prettiest meeeeeee..... hahahaha >_< maluuuu.</div>
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It is when I do adventurous things. Yang buat my adrenaline rush. When I am being active in sports be it indoor or outdoor. I love it so much and I akan senyum sampai ke telinga sepanjang hari despite my kepenatan itu ye. Hahaha. Not when I am wearing make or full make up. Not even when people telling me that I am pretty. You know, getting compliments is good but if you do not have your own vision of yours or like self-love you punya happiness will definitely bergantung kepada orang ketika memuji you sahaja. If you tak dapat pujian, you akan rasa down and dispirited. That is not good. </div>
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That is why I said, it is important for you to have at least one good reason for you to feel that you are pretty/handsome/attractive. At the end of the day, yang penting apa yang kita sendiri lihat dan rasa tentang diri kita, bukan orang lain. For you to be able being happy by your own. Orang puji I, hadza min fadhli rabbi (this is how we should reply to avoid penyakit hati). Semua ini kurniaan dari Tuhanku. Alhamdulillah. Syukur. Allah sebaik-baik dan selayaknya menerima pujian ini. Bilamana orang puji I, I rarely feel the same thing at that moment. Waktu tu I realised, ah, at the end of the day memang yang penting apa yang I actually rasa terhadap diri I. And how to make me see myself is pretty and attractive. </div>
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Having said about attractive, actually I suka tengok orang yang bila dia buat something, dia buat sincerely, bersungguh-sungguh or have a passion in it. I juga suka tengok orang yang very competitive in a good and well-mannered way. Also, I suka tengok orang yang buat something dia very good and talented at it. Eeee suka. Bayangkan je pun I dah happy. Yup buat I happy and respect. Buat I lebih semangat or motivated gitchu. Sebab tu juga I happy bila mana I am being active and do things I like because I knew I am very good at it. I enjoy it. I find myself juga attractive at that time :P Hahahahaha.</div>
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Just be yourself, find a good reason at least to love yourself. For you to be able happy with your own action and not waiting for others to point out or acknowledge it. </div>
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-34301394246443097122020-01-18T21:39:00.003+08:002020-01-18T21:41:27.984+08:00My Simplest DreamAssalamualaikum<br />
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Hi there! I think not too long ago, I said that I wanna share my kind of dreams or things like I enjoy to do. So here's the post. </div>
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Let's start with things that I like to do. Well basically, I am a kind of an active person who easily get bored or stressed if I did not do anything. I just need my day to be productive even for a 1%. I do not really like to stay at home for too long because I feel like I have nothing to do and just waste my time. Time is precious and I value it much. But just in case if I really had to stay at home, my room is my world and everything. Hahahahaa. I will just watch movies or series and lazing around or read a book and whatsoever to distract myself or to save ME from getting bored and stressed. Not to forget that I need to socialize like around 20% at least/day. If I did not get much socialize at home, then I need to go out and meet my friend/s. But if no one for me to meet, that is when I would spam my Insta Story. To connect and socialize with my followers or anyone who just somehow came across mine. </div>
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I like outdoor activities. Be it a kind of relaxing theme or adventurous theme. Relaxing theme is for example cafe hopping or travelling. Adventurous theme like hiking, or travelling (can be adventurous too), enrol in any sports thingy etc. Kalau tak adventurous dia macam lasak-lasak sikit...being sooooo active. hahaha entah nak explain macam mana but I think you get me. Haha.</div>
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However, do not get me wrong. My simplest dream is just I want to feel content and be happy with my loved ones. I want to have my very own family---a happy and healthy family. This is my very simplest dream which seems to be the hardest to achieve. Hahaha. I know, ironically. It amazed me like how people easily falling in love or keep falling in love for sooooo many times. Hahaha. No offense. But me even once, never LOL. But probably because I really have this one doa that I will put an effort not to forget to pray haha! Ya, sometimes I boleh lupa nak doa pasal jodoh walhal benda tu penting for me Hahaha.<br />
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You know, my simplest dream is like I am okay to spend my time at home with my own little family while doing things together. We grow and learn together. We support each other's likes and dreams. It is even lovely to travel with my loved ones. But I could not deny I might also need my me time and my time with my friends ihiks. It's just, I have a dream to nurture my kids properly...full of love and to teach them about Islam. Like how beautiful Islam is. Like how grateful you should by being a Muslim. Like how Islam teaches us to love, respect and protect. I can sacrifice everything just to be with my kids and to make sure my kids have enough of everything. That is why in one of my poems I wrote, "I have dreams and I can afford to lose. They are bound to vanish one by one." Of course, I have so many other 'dreams' like others such as to own a comfortable house, to have a huge number in my bank accounts, to travel around the world and so many other more. But none of them as big as my simplest dream, my true dream.<br />
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But in order for me to be there, in getting my simplest dream. It is important for me to get my very own right man in my life to lead us as well.<br />
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Besides my simplest dream, I have this another big dream. My biggest dream is actually I would like to meet everyone again in Jannah. But first, I need to work hard and try my best to qualify myself to be in Jannah. And along my very own hurdles in getting there, I will also try my best to spread kindness and remind others about how every little good thing you do, you will be earned a good point. I want everyone also to remember the hereafter and not too attach in this temporary world because I want to meet all of you in Jannah rather that anywhere on earth.<br />
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So yeaaa, I might aim high in so many things in this world but nothing as significant as my simplest dream and my biggest dream. So pray for my simplest dream and biggest dream because I swear they are veryyy veryyy veryyy hard to achieve.<br />
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-73715301341898183812020-01-12T02:18:00.000+08:002020-01-12T13:02:19.757+08:00Are Parents Perfect?<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Assalamualaikum</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">This question simply came across my mind while I was on my Instagram, spamming my Insta Story like most of the time, without feeling guilty but you will see me expressing how sorry I am from time to time just because of courtesy-kind-of-thing hehew. I made a poll on this and most who participated it voted for "Nope". That surprised me. I thought many people would say "Yes" simply because they are being a good kid to their parents kehkeh. My answer would definitely be a NO because I stick to the ground and be realistic.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">DISCLAIMER: This is only my personal opinion and how do I feel. This is basically my perspective and no one is bound to follow. Honestly saying, I cannot understand those who said Yes, their parents are perfect. Wow, good for you I guess. I might be able to relate with those who are in the same mind as me. hahah. However, along this writing journey, I might TRY to see the-Yes-perspective. Will see how.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Enough of mukadimah. Like I said, my parents are not perfect. What do I expect? They are just a human like me, like each of us. They are also tend to make mistakes as a parent. Parenting is a lifetime learning. The more number of children you have, the more challenging it is as each kid has his or her own character/personality. With such certain personality then comes towards a different way or approach to teach and bringing them up healthily. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">If I were going to say my parents are perfect, I would expect them to not make mistakes in any way. I would expect them to know me very well in and out. I would expect them to understand me in every aspect. I would expect them not to hurt me in any way. I would expect them to be an ideal parents like I have in mind. However, at the end of the day with those expectations, I would definitely get hurt. Thus, I avoid thinking and viewing them as perfect parents to me. I would hurt myself and I would hurt them more if I were going to say they are perfect parents. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">The reality is very contrary to those expectations I have just mentioned. I am not sure how and what is the reason or some people be able to see and view their parents as perfect parents. Guess, their parents might really did a great job in parenting or maybe some people are just too wayyyyy positive. Hahaha. Weh, until now my parents selalu mistaken my likes and dislikes. Like my favourite foods, foods that I cannot eat due to eczema and etc. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">But let me say something. Despite my parents' imperfections, I know they already tried their best in raising me and my two elder brothers. I know they are always trying their best to give us comfort. But that does not mean they are perfect. Tiada manusia sempurna, tetapi tidak salah mengejar kesempurnaan. That is what they are doing and that is why they are trying their best being a parent. By that reasons, I prefer to use "good" and "the best" parents. My parents are the best parents for me despite their imperfections. Me too, and my brothers, we are not perfect children. We are just humans. I do not like spitting out sweet words and forget my ground lol. Me being their only daughter I admit that I am very lacking in so many ways and aspects. hahaha. But I seek for improvements and so do my parents. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I see and I accept my parents' imperfections. Another kind of acceptance in any relationship. Family, friendship and spouses. The imperfections that can only be accepted by the TRUE and RIGHT people in our lives. Hahaha.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">You see, I do not always speak up my mind. It depends. I ve been taught to share how was my day to my parents and my late granddaddy. So I would share what I learned, what did I have for my breakfast, lunch and dinner. Did teacher or friends say anything (good or bad). Like telling them stories. But, it is different by asking how I felt on that day. Or how I felt learning the subjects or having them as teachers. How I felt meeting new friends. I ve never been asked by my parents about my feelings and thoughts. Only my late granddaddy could see straight in my eyes what I felt and what kind of problem did I have. Honestly, when I was a kid, I had a lot of questions in my mind. I had a lot of things to speak up from my mind and heart. But I did not manage to spit them out as I thought I would be rude. As I thought I would hurt my parents' feeling. As I thought I was too young to even speak up. That was truly sad, I must say. Thus, since I was a kid I could not wait to reach a certain age where I can speak up my mind and heart.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">When I was a kid, I felt like I was an unhappy kid. Too much to handle but I could not even say it out loud my likes and dislikes. I waited for my parents to ask me certain things but at the end of the day, I just wasted my time. That deeply hurt my feeling. I felt lonely and all I have was Allah. Fuh, kecil-kecil dah drama macam ni. Sendiri-sendiri punya drama, tak involved orang lain. I bottled up everything. Dikala malam yang sepi, air mata basahi pipi dan lenaku bersama bantal yang dibanjiri. Hahahaha. Belum lagi nak hadap segala persepsi masyarakat ke atas anak bongsu which was truly not happening to me, in my family. Hahaha. My own drama continued with me thinking I might be an adopted child lmao. Gambar abang-abang I masa kecil lagi banyak daripada I. Padahal zaman I lahir lagi maju daripada diorang. I ni satu-satunya anak perempuan, like no excitement ke?! Hahahahaha! That is one of the reasons why bila I semakin meningkat dewasa, I suka bergambar. Kind of revenge and self-comfort lol! My parents were so strict by the way. I also waited for the day where I can break their rules. LOL.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">A little bit of my 'history' to show that I ve never been taught to speak up. To share my thoughts and feelings. Having someone to listen to me. To focus on me. I mostly bottled up everything. However, somehow... when I was in standard four I guess...somehow, I had been 'guided' on how to deal with my inner-self conflict. I somehow, (lepas ni banyak somehow okay. Sebab entahlah macam mana terjadi. Like simply happened uh hm) learned to be understanding---by any means. I stopped asking questions, I give a reason instead. Long short story, I came into a conclusion that I must see my parents as a human. Yes, they are my parents. There is a very long list of what-a-good-parent-should-do & how-to-bring-up-your-child kind of things that exist in this world. But those are only guidelines in which my parents would tend to make mistakes and overlook (if they had any). When they did something wrong in my eyes, or hurt my feelings ke apa... I would just brush it off and said to myself, "they are just a human". Poof, I felt good. Because I understood them being my parents but at the same time they are just a human. Human makes mistakes. So okay, I am good. Hahaha. I could not speak up to make myself felt good so another way was this way. Which I still practise until today. I do not have any expectation on them for being perfect parents that won't hurt my feeling, or won't misunderstand me and sorts. What did I achieve? The result of being understanding and realising my parents are not perfect because they are just a human is that I feel at peace. My mind and my heart. No emo kid. No rebellious kid. Haha.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I ve grown up now, and when I almost reached my 20s, I tend to be more open (not totally op though) especially to my parents. I speak up my mind and tell them about my feelings (without waiting them asking obviously) when I feel I must to. There are things I let them know. There are times I will correct them, explain to them so that they can treat and understand me better. I cannot expect them to know everything and like I said, they tend to forget things too. Hence, I need to keep telling and reminding them.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I felt grateful because I started to learn these when I entered into law school (foundation and degree). I enhanced my communication skills especially towards my parents. My point here is communication. This is the age I have been waiting for, wuuuhuuuu. Where I can speak up and be blunt, be honest of every single thing with condition, it brings good to everyone. How to speak up? I speak up plus with examples or reasonings/explanation. I don't simply speak up sahaja. Dia macam ni, hang tak suka something tu or nak kata benda tu salah mesti ada sebab dia. Hang kena habaq. Kalau hang tak habaq, hang ni macam sejenis biadap main cakap lepas pakai lutut. Macam tu. If you have good communication skills, you can easily speak up. You must learn. No one was born with good communication skills. They are good because the way their parents brought them up or they just learned it anywhere, practising it everyday. I am still learning and improving my communication skills too.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Last but not least, intention & sincerity. This is important. At the end of it, what I want is for them not to misunderstand me. So my intention must be good and I must have the sincerity in delivering it so that benda tu sampai. In syaa Allah.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">The turning point in my inner-self conflict and daily life is when I started to speak up. No longer bottled up things. I let all out through writings or speaking or sharings. Some might say, it is mature when you hold some things, not to speak up. It depends on the individual. That does not define maturity. Rasa matang sangat eh bila pendam macam-macam. Wait until you feel like you want to explode. Wait until you feel sesak kat dada, serabut fikiran. So is that matang? No, tu self-destruction. Self-destruction tidak menunjukkan kematangan but just decisions failure or to know yourself. Orang yang matang is someone who knows how to handle things correctly. Yang tak membawa kepada self-destruction. You are wise and you have a high focus in guiding yourself towards a betterment. I was in a position yang suka pendam until I felt (kind of) depressed and worthless. Pendam eats you slowly inside. Sakit.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">When I started to view my parents as a human, it helped me a little bit away from mental illness. How? No expectation from them. If they did great, good. If they made something wrong, I tell. That is how a home should be. Correcting and completing each other. Together make improvements. Less pressure and rasa tak puas hati tu when I try and understand why my parents did such and such. You know, usually they thought that they made it right with good intention. Let's be honest, even us, NOT all things we did as we thought they were the right things to do, were actually right. We flawed guys. All of us.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Another way round, you might feel the burden from your parents' expectation. The all typical Asian parents do. That can lead to mental illness. Some might take it as a motivation and some might take it as a burden. Not all kids be able to have a positive and strong mindset regardless how excel they are in school. Sebab tu ada budak yang bunuh diri even they got great result but you know, they just felt it was still not enough to reach their parents' expectation, they felt worthless and had enough of it. Hm. This is for our futures, when we have our own family. Or to those who just started a family. For Muslims, be a Muslim parent. Not an Asian parent. Islam taught us well in treating the children from phase to phase. How should the parents be when their children below seven, then after seven, next during teenager/young adult and adult. Being a parent for me is to ASK and LISTEN more, than to tell. Guide them, not order them.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">My parents' expectation sometimes are still burdening to me. As if I need to live for them. No, I need to live for myself. Kalau ikut dulu, I lantakkan my parents' expectation. I did my best for myself improvements/achievements. Not to feed in my parents' expectation. I memang dari dulu tak fikir pasal orang lain but myself. Haha. I tadah telinga je kalau parents puji anak orang lain ke. Banding-bandingkan ke apa. Typical Asian parents lah. Haha but I just brush it off. I somehow have the ability to do like that LOL. But now, instead of tadah, I speak up. I explain myself. Not wrong to explain myself to my parents. They have the right to know and to understand us. The thing is us as children do not always give them chances to do so. Because we bottled up and they thought what they did was right. Hahahaha. C'mon we are all adults now. Slow talks. Communication again. But in case, kalau ada budak bawah 20 baca ni, I am suggesting you to start open up slowly with your family if you find yourself suffocating. My relationship with my parents are way better now than I see myself when I was a kid. Hahaha. I think for them was always okay since then. They never knew I felt like this kot. I tak pernah share what I felt when I was a kid. So for me, I just started to feel right. Uh hm. ^_^</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">So , do not limit your children's activity and their ability to express. Ask their days and feelings and thoughts. Let them 'examine' you being their parents. Let them correct you. Leave your ego the all-parents-do-are-right-and-the-best-for-their-children. No, sometimes you just thought it would be the best but it was not. You did not even ask. Say sorry when needed. You as parents also need to realise that you are a human that will definitely make mistakes. IFFFF, ifff you really thought and confirmed what you did was correct, then TALK & EXPLAIN. Let your children see through you. And ASK them again whether they understand and whether they are okay. Home is where love is. Love comes in all forms.That is family. For me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">For some people, a negative, stressful, or unhappy family atmosphere can lead to mental illness, commonly depression. That is why in my view the major role in bringing a healthy, bright child starts from a family. Parents have their own roles and responsibilities and we the children too with good assistance from our parents, will </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">have control over how we see situations and how we can cope. Try to make efforts in thinking positive. In my case, ouh my parents are just a human. It's okay for them to make mistakes. I acknowledged it. This help to build resilience where the ability to help us bounce back and do well even in difficult or confused situations. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">So family plays the most important role in making us away from mental illness. Family is said to be the strongest support system. Parents and children (family) need to understand each other's responsibilities. Parents and children need to acknowledge that all of us are not perfect and will make mistakes. Forgive and learn. What I can see, to those saying their parents are perfect might saying them perfect out of courtesy hahah and they acknowledged their parents' efforts in being the best parents for them. So they view them as perfect parents. Or, maybe their parents are almost perfect in the sense that they have high intelligence and parenting skills. Their understanding in psychology is high too. Good for them, happy for them! We can see too when the children are mentally healthy and emotionally stable. When their communication skills since young are high. Must come from HOME.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">All in all, I feel grateful that I do not lose faith and keep being patient. There are so many other things I keep inside which only me and Allah know. Because for me, that is enough. But some other things when I feel I need to voice out, so I will. So long my mind and heart is at peace. I feel mentally strong and healthy. I feel emotionally stable. Alhamdulillah. Still not too late to change little by little. Get to know yourself. When you have a family of your own later, start a fresh. Improve whatever needs to be improved so that your children will be better than you in the sense of mental health and emotional health. </span></span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #585858;">Emotional health is an important part of overall health. People who are emotionally healthy are in control of their thoughts, feelings, and behaviors. They are able to cope with life’s challenges. They can keep problems in perspective and bounce back from setbacks. They feel good about themselves and have good relationships. </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #585858;">Being emotionally healthy does not mean you are happy all the time. It means you are aware of your emotions. You can deal with them, whether they are positive or negative. Emotionally healthy people still feel stress, anger, and sadness. But they know how to manage their negative feelings. They can tell when a problem is more than they can handle on their own. They also know when to seek help from their doctor.</span></span></i></blockquote>
It is hence a skill. A skill that can be polished from home. Till then. Fi hifzillah wa fi amanillah.<br />
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-34872818148540919282019-12-23T20:17:00.001+08:002019-12-23T20:23:19.426+08:00Let's Be RealAssalamualaikum<br />
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Hi there, howowyou? Okay, I do not intend to berseloroh in this post like my previous post. But sometimes, I hardly stay serious, still nak berannoying. Please bear with me if I accidentally made it here. This will be my third post and might be the last post for today. Well, just realised I'll be having another holiday on 25th so why the rush? haha.</div>
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What's up with the title. Let's be real? I actually have received a plenty and the same-like statements made from people around me regardless of their age and gender. Which I would like to make this clear to those who are reading this. I know people meant it good but I just feel like I have to say. I am not having the same thought or feeling like them. And this post, is a message to my future man yang entah siapa ^^,. </div>
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They say that, kalau ada lelaki dapat I, the man is lucky. They say the man is lucky to have me for what ever reasons they gave to me. I don't have to list them here. What's the point anyway. What is important is my future man punya penerimaan terhadap diri I yang tak seberapa ini. Ceh. Ok, let's be serious again. But I was serious sikit okay tadi just a little bit cringed with my own words lol. I memang tak seberapa pun, banyak lagi ruang to be improved along this journey till I meet you, and continue improving along the journey with you till my last breath. </div>
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You know, it is not you that will be lucky. But it is me being lucky to have you. I do not really know why it is hard for me to trust a person, and to love someone. Is it because of the prayers I make everyday? To fall in love with the correct person and probably till now I haven't found one? God knows. Only Him knows. But when one day I decided to trust you and give my love to you, will be my luckiest day. Because that shows how trustworthy, loving, reliable and responsible you are. You just manly unlocked my heart. "YOU JUST UNLOCKED MY HEART", the day I'll be waiting for selagi nyawa dikandung badan. That shows how you manage to show me what is trust and love. That shows how you manage to teach me to give my trust and love to someone, and that someone is you, my future man. </div>
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So ya, it is not him but me, the lucky one. I feel contrary with other people. The way they see it is different from the way I see. Gosh, I am now full of love that makes me one to be puitis tiberrr :P </div>
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Let's be real, is what I have always wanted since I was small. That is why, I have no intention to have a boyfriend. The uncertainty (becoming my husband) for me is a waste of time. Hahaha. I hate to imagine hearing someone saying that "she (me) is my girlfriend" or "i am her (me) boyfriend". No. That is not my standard. No offense. I am not degrading the status of being someone's girlfriend or boyfriend. It's just not me to be someone's girlfriend. I like mature and serious relationship. In my love journey, I would like to skip that boyfriend-girlfriend part, I swear. Haha. If a person mature enough, boleh faham that boyfriend girlfriend is unnecessary.</div>
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I realised, I lagi tak suka when I have a bad experience about it. Dah pernah cerita. Takpe I cerita balik. When I was in standard 6, I don't know who but a boy just simply picked my name saying that I am his girlfriend, we are couple now to my childhood friend. Behind my back. My childhood friend started to cari pasal dengan I until form 2 or 3. I had not idea why he treated me so badly. What did I do? Until one day I got to know that he was so heartbroken with the false statement made by that unknown boy. My childhood friend liked me so yeah that explains. I did not know as well though until everything messed up. He was being so toxic and I cut him off, lost contact. I swear sampai sekarang teringat sedih gila. Like, he should ask me, get clarification instead of percaya buta-buta and lost this friendship. I tak rugi. Dia rugi. I jujur orangnya, and he failed to see hahahahaha. What a shame. >_< :P</div>
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If my future man has his past relationship/s, would I get jealous or insecure? Ye lah I takde kisah lampau untuk dikenang atau dibandingkan -_-.... The answer is definitely a NO. Insecure what-again? (You know if you read prev post) Hahaha. Sebab he has me now and I have him. Is it enough to answer? Hahaha. I am pretty much confident though with myself LOL. Tapi tak tahu lah kan manusia ni berubah. Tengok-tengok nanti timbul rasa insecure tu. But you know, I jenis tak layan that kind of perasaan sangat. Kalau ada pun I am just glad because isn't that means I love him? Gitchu. But not having any suspicious thing la. If i accept someone, it is because of his current and our futures. If he has failed past r/s (s), he can just learn from it not to repeat again with me :P , I am new so kasi la chance, beri tunjuk ajar :P See, I have special play card :P Sorry not sorry lol.</div>
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Having to know of his past relationship/s tak beri efek to me because when I have him, means I accepted him, when I accepted him, means he showed to me how serious he is to be with me. Kalau I tak nampak masakan I nak accept and to give my trust and love. Hahaha. My fasa kenal-kenal is not simply kenal-kenal at the same time I or him can just cuba kenal-kenal other person yang lain. My kenal-kenal means that I am serious to get to know you and won't playing around and he must do the same. Until one of us decided cannot go to the next phase, just be friends or until both of us decided we can go to the next phase. It is either one. I do not "venture" to couple thingy because I tak suka the idea of "ownership" as a couple. If you know what I meant. Kalau tak, sudah. Hahaha</div>
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I have to be transparent now. Actually ada je lelaki baik-baik datang. But you know, like I always say, tak semestinya orang tu baik untuk kita, kita juga baik untuk mereka and vice versa. What is important right now is the acceptance. Accept what? Kebaikan dan kekurangan dia. Dan dia juga menerima kekurangan dan kebaikan I. Menerima kebaikan, easy. Benda baik kan. Haha. But menerima kekurangan? Benda main dengan hati ni agak complex :)</div>
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For example, lelaki A kekurangan dia merokok. Lelaki B kekurangan dia juga merokok. But somehow, I can accept lelaki B daripada lelaki A. Why though? Kekurangan diorang sama je. Well, I don't know. "Mysteriously" I FEEL like I can just accept Lelaki B punya kekurangan. Hahahaha. That is one of the ways I can know that man probably a good jodoh to me. Benda ni variables, not everyone has the same hint or journey in meeting someone. Usually, it cannot be explained but the acceptance tu memang important.</div>
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I actually ada cakap pasal ni but tak ingat kat mana. Blog ke ig story ke or ig caption. Hahahaha. Lebih detail. Right now, I don't find the correct words and way to express. Hehew. But tu salah satu contoh acceptance lah. Ada yang lain, you guys might be more expert :P</div>
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Anyway, that is what I really wanted to tell. To tell my future man that if you dengar my side (friends la usually) cakap you are lucky to have me, no..I feel like I am the lucky one. But kalau good friends they will say you are so malang to have me. Please. Trust them separuh je. HAHAHA. </div>
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Till then peeps and my future man ;)</div>
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Fi hifzillah wa fi amanillah. </div>
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Hi there! This will be my second post. Do I have <b>fears</b>? No I don't. Ceh, mesti semua macam muhong aih dia ni! Because everyone has! Haha ya true enough. Fine. I have one. Hahaha. Sekejap, relax dulu. Dengar penjelasanku hehe.</div>
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So here's the thing. I did have fears. My first fear, I was scared of the dark. But not now. I managed to overcome that fear by <i>putting myself</i> in the dark for several of times. And taraaa! I am no longer scared of it! My second fear was the ghost. Siapa yang memang tak takut hantu tu? Ada ke? Ada je. I believe so, yang memang dah terbiasa or hati sejak azali kental. Haha. However, this is the weird thing. In jenis yang tak hide daripada my fears. Jenis confront. I hate to have fears because that make me a weak person. And orang boleh ambil kesempatan. So my ghost story ni bukanlah I pergi cari hantu and confront hantu tu. But somehow, just somehow dekat rumah lama In when I was 12 years old, tengah study dalam bilik sensorang and having loud musics (more like partying je haha), In di tegur oleh satu suara dan I swear goosebump gila. Suara sejenis satu makhluk halus, Allahu'alam. Benda tu suruh In diam dengan nada marah. Ape kau?! Hahahaha ceh, padahal terus tutup music and lari pi hall depan tengok TV dengan family sambil hati berdebar tapi muka maintained tenang. So due to that incident, surprisingly In dah tak takut hantu. Hahaha. When I say dah tak takut, I did not mean I ok je kalau nampak hantu. No. Na'uzubillah min zalik taknak tengok. Hahahaha. Cuma you know, I macam okay je la selagi tak nampak hantu kalau I rasa ada benda creepy2 disekeliling, diperhati (banyak kali gak ni kena), I am still okay. Gitulah. So apa yang terjadi tu ada hikmah syukur. Hahah</div>
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So far itu je yang In ingat apa yang In takut. Ya, sikit je. Sebab In jenis yang redah je so macam takde la takut2 tu. And noooowww, one thing left. Lemas. In takut lemas sebab tak pandai berenang. Kahkahkah. I am thinking of overcoming it by enrolling a swimming class. Belajar berenang lah kalau nak overcome that one and only fear left. So I am looking for a personal class or private class only for women and pengajar dia juga a woman so that aurat I terjaga. Hahahaha. But not sure when and where. Cadang nak masuk next year but kena tengok budget and masa. So will see la how. But this definitely in my bucket list to do. But this is not the reason why I tak nak mandi laut or sungai. I memang tak suka mandi laut and sungai sebab I rasa macam kotor. Ya I tau la air mengalir haha. I boleh je join mandi sungai but not laut or pantai kot sebab that means I have to buka my stoking and I tak selesa pijak pasir and risau that will trigger my eczema as well. Having eczema is no joke guys. I have to be cautious not to trigger it sigh. Kalau tak hidup I susah. hahahahaha. Serius.</div>
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So note that yes, I have one fear left which is afraid of drowning :P I love to improve myself. Love to be a better version of me by overcoming my weaknesses/fears. I confront my fears, every single time. I challenge and say to myself "look, there is nothing for you to be afraid of. Told you so, you can do it." That is how I live my life so far. I am not heartless or that brave but I just go for it, just do it. There is a reason why I am in a certain situation. And Allah won't put me in a situation where I cannot handle it. So yeah, with that, I become stronger. </div>
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What about feeling <b>insecure</b>? Meh. Not really in my kamus kehidupan. Hahahaha acah gila statement. LOL. But seriously, I rarely have it. I just love and appreciate myself. No space nak rasa insecure. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. That is all I can say. I am just grateful dengan apa I ada. The thing is, I tak compare myself to anyone. I compare my current self dengan my old self. I watch my progress from my past to my current. Macam I kata, I suka improvement so what I should do is to compare dengan my old self lah. Why should I compare dengan orang lain? Hmmmm, no idea why should I. Hahah.</div>
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My life motto apa? Pujian tak makan makian tak diheran bukan? Let me spill this tea. My current weight last time I checked two weeks ago kot was 51.2kg. I used to underweight and now I have normal BMI okay. Waktu I underweight, people be like, "you should gain some weight. Kurus sangat ni." , "kedingnya hang, makan la banyak sikit", "tak cantik la muka nampak cengkung macam tu, bagi la berisi sikit" AND MANY MORE. </div>
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My situation now, actually ramai kekawan lelaki I yang sengal je banyak tegur. Hahahaha. </div>
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While my female friends pula still kata I cantik even I berisi sikit kat muka. Elok macam ni compared to dulu. Diorang kata I still nampak kurus, and muka je berisi sikit but cantik je. Elok macam ni and many more.</div>
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You see, I did whine kata makin berisi dan nak diet and gi gym. But that is not because of them but because of me. I feel less fit macam dulu. Stamina I turun. And yes I tak suka la nampak double chin ketara sangat sometimes -___-. BUT, I still feel that I am pretty and cute. And nice. And good. And just okay. And happy. And yeah all sejenis pujian yang I nak puji diri sendiri. Hahahahaha. </div>
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I have that such confidence like hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu dari mana I dapat or belajar lol. But please, this is to self motivate and self love, not to boast to anyone. Nanti jadi lain. Jadi penyakit hati. only use it when someone is "attacking" you. Show that their opinions not that important to you. Everyday i start my Subuh prayer dengan doa macam ni. </div>
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<i>"Ya Allah ya Tuhankan. Syukur alhamdulillah buat hari ini (masih hidup). Syukur alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat yang telah Engkau berikan. Ampunilah dosa-dosa kedua ibu bapa ku dan dosa-dosaku. Aku perbaharui iman ku dengan laillahaillallah. Ya Allah, Kau rawatlah dan bersihkanlah hatiku dengan segala jenis penyakit hati."</i></div>
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I'll stop there, for this sake of sharing. The last sentence is IMPORTANT, at least for me. Sebab when I simply saying ke orang bila orang ngusik I kan , "aku still cantik je" , "aku still comel". What is the harm? Takut ada penyakit hati disitu. That is only how I play defense and to shut people up, nothing more but benda kat dalam diri kita yang kita tak nampak or tak sedar, we'll never know kan? So I takkan lupa doa tu takut-takut hati I terjebak dengan penyakit hati. Haha. Be moderate okay. I jenis pemalu if orang puji actually like errr..... but if orang nak ngutuk or ngusik I, I takkan bagi ruang for them having fun of it. Say no to body shaming. I am okay. Hati kental ceh. Sebab I ada self confidence yang tinggi heh. But what IF diorang buat dekat orang lain yang sensitif, yang tak ada that high self confidence. Isn't it sad? Akan discourage them and you help nothing but only make them feel down and less beautiful/handsome. Tu yang buat orang lagi insecure. That is not nice. If you have nothing nice to say, keep quiet. </div>
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So my point is kita tak akan ada that "useless" insecurity kalau kita stop comparing ourselves with other people. Belajar to see the beautiful and handsome in you. Apparently or in the inside. Appreciate it, be grateful and have that trust and belief that you are beautiful and handsome just the way you are. C'mon, Allah yang cipta kita. Takkan tak molek ;) You know, beautiful and handsome ni kan subjektif. Kalau memang you rasa diri you apparently kurang, but takkan you takde confidence yang lain? Attitude? Orang kata you tak cantik, you balas la "but attitude I comel". Just keep replying positive things that you see IN YOU. Orang kata you pendek, you balas "itu yang buat I comel." Orang kata you tinggi sangat, you balas, "But itulah buat I cantik/handsome". Kalau you dah confident, diorang nak cakap apa lagi? They are plain speechless LOL. Examples lah. </div>
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Another thing, don't I get insecure when I have acne/pimples, and the damn scars? Also to any other issues related to "beauty" yang orang akan ukur kita. Cis. Hahaha. No, I don't. I hate to see them on my face like seriously. Apa masalah acne and the scars ni??! Hahaha. But I tak rasa insecure pun. What can I do? There are things out of my control. Macam berat badan I. I jaga, but dia nak naik juga. Hahahaha. Some things are beyond our control even we already took the precautions. So just embrace them and treat them dengan sabar..... hahahaha</div>
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BUT... I ni manusia biasa. I ada feeling insecure I dengan cara tersendiri. Eh gitu pun boleh. Haha ya. But me feeling insecure not due to orang lain but myself. For example, bila my eczema flares up. Itu selalunya akan buat I feeling insecure. I rasa macam nak duduk rumah je. Sebab tangan I akan naik biji-biji tau due to allergy reactions. So I akan rasa insecure nak jumpa orang bila I have to use my hand macam salam ke apa. I personally tak suka. Bukan berjangkit ke apa -___-, I selalu jumpa orang yang faham je but I still tak selesa la. Satu lagi self confidence I memang akan turun sebab I macam hm, ramai ke tahu eczema ni apa and macam mana? Kalau orang tengok what would they say and anggap? Having eczema memang tak boleh lari dari psychological and social issues. Facts. I admit it. Me having insecurity bila my eczema flares up. haha. I akan struggle a lot, tapi I tak tunjuk. It is a lonely fight, I tell you. Hahahaha. Sebab tu I selalu juga educate people pasal eczema. Just to make myself feel better and confident juga. ^_^ Also, eczema is something beyond my control as well. I keep saying this to myself untuk I feel less insecure. I mean, that is true right. </div>
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I think setakat tu je I nak share mengenai post ni. Konklusinya, what I want to urge is that for all of you to love yourself. Do not let people define you and measure your standard. You define YOU. You measure your OWN standard. Do not let them trespass your confidence and self love okay?! Learn it and your life will be way better. Tenang dan aman. Bahagia. Macam I. HAHAHA. Remember, some things are just beyond our control so EMBRACE and ACCEPT them.</div>
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Hi all. I am back with pretty much posts TODAY. This will be my first post. I actually promised to share this a few weeks back and on my IG story but somehow I did not manage to find a good time to construct it properly. And I decided to share it here due to another reason that my phone lcd is acting up. It is pretty difficult to type especially when I am going to use the side keys, it is hardly detect. New phone? Nah, I don't have much money to buy a new one and not in my priority list too lol. Enough saying, I am about to start my sharing on the first topic for today's post: Humans Trafficking.</div>
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I believe many of us are only familiar that all victims of trafficking are abducted. Well that pretty much be conveyed on TVs. However, it is NOT TRUE. The fact is those who migrate legally can be victims of trafficking as well. It is also NOT TRUE that all the victims are trafficked for the purpose of sexual exploitation (which is quite widely familiar to us). Hence, men also can be the victims. Trafficking is a worldwide problem.</div>
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<li style="text-align: center;">Access to material benefits associated with a more affluent country</li>
<li style="text-align: center;">Improved social position and treatment</li>
<li style="text-align: center;">Perceived 'glamour' of a different daily life</li>
<li style="text-align: center;">Demand of 'House Maids' work for women</li>
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<b>(1) An enforcemen</b><b>t officer may, on reasonable suspicion that any person who is found or rescued is a trafficked person, take that person into temporary custody and produce him before a Magistrate within twenty-four hours, exclusive of the time necessary for the journey to the Magistrate’s Court, for the purpose of obtaining an interim protection order.</b></div>
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All of these information are basically from what I have learnt throughout my duty at Tenaganita (Women's Force), Penang. I hope this post can be a little bit of an eye opening and help many people to understand this issue better. Let us be less ignorant and care on what is happening around the world, closely around us. With that, I shall hope to see a better world for our next generation(s).</div>
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-89809074804262344872019-11-10T21:34:00.001+08:002019-11-10T21:40:50.128+08:00Wan I Miss YouAssalamualaikum<br />
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Hi semua. Hows your life? Mine kinda good. Just busy with some stuffs ^_^. My post today is something personal that I feel today.</div>
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Harini my Dad pergi pasar. He met Toksu (adik beradik arwah Wan). The first thing she asked was me. When I heard that, I felt so touched. You know, losing you Wan was so difficult for me although I managed to smile and laugh. My life has changed tremendously. Sometimes, I feel so lonely without you. I feel so lost and do not know what to do without you. Because you always have the answer to my questions. Just like Google! </div>
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You know, today I feel this bizarre feeling again. I don't feel anything but it hurts. Sometimes, the memori-memori dengan Wan membawa senyuman dan tawa. But there are still times membawa tangisan. The fact that you are no longer here with me still membawa kesedihan. Dah berapa tahun Wan? Too soon, too soon. Tak puas. I still need you. Maybe sebab tu rasa sedih tiba-tiba. Mungkin Tuhan nak kata I should stop to feel and think such way and what I need is only Allah. </div>
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Today, rasa macam dah dapat lagi satu jawapan. Wan, I think all those times Wan sebenarnya tahu what I am like. Segala usikkan Wan tu, sebab Wan tahu diri ni bagaimana. Wan, I promised to myself untuk realisasikan usikkan Wan tu. Tapi kan Wan, still nowhere to be found lah ^^'' haha. Wan, lepas Wan pergi I am not sure anymore about things I did and will do. Dulu ada Wan untuk meluahkan dan berkongsi. Mendengar pandangan. Sekarang no one I can rely and trust. It's just so difficult. Jadi hanya Allah tempat mengadu dan meluahkan. </div>
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Wan, mula-mula Wan pergi dulu lepas a few months Maktok menyusul. Lepas tu Nenek (moyang). Lepas tu Tokngah. Terkilan waktu pemergian Tokngah. Tak dapat hantar Tokngah pergi Makkah. Tahu-tahu je dah tak balik :') ... Tapi sebab Tokngah pergi dengan mulia sekali dan di tanah suci, senang untuk redha. Tapi still sedih. I miss everyone. Sedih sangat bila all the elders pergi seorang demi seorang sebab I still need doa-doa from the elders. Setiap tahun ada yang pergi Wan. Baik disebelah Abah mahupun disebelah Emak. Tapi tak apa lah, buat apa lama-lama didunia yang semakin merapu dan tenat ini, Wan. Baik berehat disisi Allah. But still, I hope Toksu terus sihat dan dipanjangkan usia because cucu-cucu Toksu still ada masih kecil and I want them to feel the love from a grandparent, make memories with Toksu lagi banyak.</div>
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Wan, I feel so tired this month. Maybe sebab tu juga affect my emotion and mental sampai teringatkan Wan dan again rasa macam how I wish Wan ada. Wan, tak lama dulu ada interview this one suspect di charged atas memiliki dadah. Seorang pakcik around 40+ I think, tak ingat umur dia. Anak dia ada didalam penjara atas sebab ambil dadah. After end of the interview session kan Wan, you know what... Pakcik tu cakap</div>
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'Nanti bila awak kahwin, janganlah bagi atuk nenek jaga anak awak'</div>
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I smirked. Malas nak cakap banyak. I disagree, Wan. Senangnya putting the blame on other people. Not sure grandparents dia maksudkan itu mak ayah dia atau mentua dia but still. Mungkin penyesalan dia hanya sebab biar mak ayah dia jaga anak dia dan anak dia tersasar dari jalanan. Dia tak sedar, bukan itu punca utamanya. Sebenarnya dari didikkan dia sendiri walaupun beri mak ayah dia jaga anaknya. Anak itu bukan sekadar anugerah dan amanah tetapi boleh jadi ujian buat kita. Lupa nak tanya, dia solat ke tak. Selalunya kan Wan, apabila ibu bapa tak solat, anaknya juga sama dan seterusnya, tahu-tahulah apa jadi dengan mereka dan keluarga. </div>
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Sebenarnya kan Wan, my point is I live sampai sekarang dengan didikkan Wan yang dapat every weekend and during the school holidays when I stayed with you. Dengan berbekalkan nasihat dan pandangan Wan, diri ini jadi manusia sebegini sekarang disebabkan itu Wan. Nasihat dan ajaran Wan dan Maktok. Kedua-duanya. Both of you gave good examples to me. I picked up a lot from both of you. Every weekend jumpa Wan dan Maktok. Cuti sekolah panjang duduk dengan Wan and Maktok with other cousins. In fact, akak Munira kecil-kecil tinggal dan dijaga Wan dan Maktok. Elok saja akak. Nak kahwin dah pun. In syaa Allah dengan orang yang baik. Dan akan jaga dia baik-baik sepertimana keluarga menjaga dia. ^_^. </div>
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Orang selalu tanya macam mana diri ni matang dari usia. One of the reasons sebenarnya sebabkan Wan. Wan selalu bersembang dan tanya to me like an adult. Wan selalu handle diri ni like an adult or a friend. Bila dah besar ni, I like the way how you did not let my hand go selagi tak jawab soalan Wan. When you asked in English, I must replied in English. Kalau replied bahasa Melayu, tak dilepas tangan ni. Hahaha. If I were to find a man to marry, I would like that man to resemble you. Sedikit pun tak pe sebab tahu susah cari orang macam Wan ni ;) One in a million. Maktok beruntung! Sebab tu Maktok pun tak boleh pisah dengan Wan lama-lama dan menyusul Wan. Hm, sweet. Hahaha.</div>
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Okay Wan, I know you cannot read this. But the possibility for Allah to let you know what I feel ni, Allahu'alam. Ouh ya, sampai sekarang kan Wan... hari yang mimpikan Wan tu dan Wan peluk tu. Sampai sekarang masih terasa kehangatan pelukkan Wan. Felt so real, Wan. And everytime terasa kehangatan tu, I thank Allah. Rasa macam the best gift ever from Allah. Semoga Allah lapangkan kubur Wan, Maktok, Nenek, Tokngah, Kakek, Nek Piah, Uncle Aleng, Uncle Zahrin, Paklang Syukri, Pandak Zaini, Wan Shukor dan lain-lain. I miss all of you. Semoga kalian semua berada dalam keadaan baik-baik di alam sana dan moga-moga kita bakal jumpa di syurga nanti. One of the motivations I want to do goods in this life is because dengan harapan nak masuk syurga jumpa balik semua ahli keluarga. Semoga diri ini sentiasa berada di jalan yang benar dan berada dalam rahmat dan jagaan Allah. I need that, to see all of you again. </div>
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Till then. Have a really good rest, there.</div>
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-75196324719921255812019-07-30T22:17:00.000+08:002019-07-30T22:22:56.288+08:00Perspective: Is This A Discrimination?Assalamualaikum<br />
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The thing is I would love to look at this in a positive way. First and foremost, it's up to the employers to put any and what kind of requirements they want. This does not come from me but you people out there. For me personally, no harm for putting such requirement "someone that prays 5 times a day". This is because for Muslims, it is compulsory to pray 5 times a day. I take this as an encouragement and an opportunity for someone to practice Islam better. </div>
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Whoever has a desire to be a better Muslim and at the same time having a job that totally gives you the space to practice your religion correctly , this is the best job, probably. What a golden opportunity. I bet their target people are Muslims, so they put it that way. It is said that Muslims must do dakwah also in any way so long it doesn't against Islam and I find this way is a good way as well. </div>
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Every Muslim has their own story or starting point in becoming a better Muslim. Some are getting by force before they sincerely doing it. Some are just plainly doing in season such as during Ramadhan. What I would like to say is that this can be a turning or starting point for someone to be a better Muslim by praying 5 times a day. He or she might not prayed 5 times before but after getting this job they obey. For me what matters is the end result. Doesn't matter how you start but how do you end it.</div>
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Hi there, it's me after a long time. Maaf agak lama menghilang juga since the last post. Alhamdulillah sihat. KNOW WHAT, I am DONE WITH MY DEGREE (since before Hari Raya dulu) yeay! So what's next? </div>
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I'm currently doing my chambering in a law firm situated in Penang, but not in island. I'll talk more about my chambering after done with all the formalities and I believe not everyone knows or understands what chambering (latihan dalam kamar) is all about. So, I'll do a special post for it but can't promise when.</div>
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But for a side note, because I have not gotten my release letter from my university yet, sooo I am likely doing an attachment in the firm. So chambering supposedly to be done for 9 months but only when I have sent the Form 1 and Form 2. Just forget about the formalities 'details' but roughly saying I am not yet officially doing my chambering and I can change to a new firm if I want to so long before the Form 1 and Form 2 and those Forms need my release letter. </div>
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I wouuuuuld lllllove to share on my thoughts like what I really want to do in futures or as much like now and what exactly I want in this life. I want to live my life correctly. It's okay to do mistakes along the way though but I want the mistakes come from my own decision, not someone else. Then I cannot put the blame on anyone and not on me too, but I'll just learn from my own mistakes and let them go. Sooo I'll share my thoughts or dreams and whatnots on my next post soon in syaa Allah.</div>
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I am actually so simple but it gets complicated when other people get 'into me' and that is so nerve-racking and also can go to the extend that pissed me off. Everything is so messed up and confused, you know. </div>
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Hi! I promise to myself to breakthrough the record in updating my blog this year. I'm gonna update as much as possible with more educational stuffs and discussions, perhaps? This will be my last appreciation post. I'm gonna talk about two people here, my two dearly friends. </div>
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First and foremost I'm gonna shout out to both of them Tiqhot and Khalili who were always there for me before especially during mid sem break and sem break. In other words, when we were all together in Kulim. Hahahaha. Kalau lah ada anugerah setia kawan 2018/2019, I'm gonna give them the award! Hahaha</div>
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Lemme talk about Tiqhot first. Tiqhot (God knows how to pronounce this) hahaha because I'm not calling her with the name. The name I picked from her Twitter haha! Just for fun under this post. We've been friends since forever. Dari perut Mak kitorang. Nah kidding! Haha. Since we were in standard one. Jodoh kuat jugak lah sebab most of the time dari sekolah rendah ke sekolah menengah kitorang berada dalam kelas yang sama. Masuk pengakap sama. Sama-sama~ mengejar mimpi~ sama-sama~ ...yeah that song just came out of nowhere. Haha</div>
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Terpisah jauhhhh....waktu form 4 and form 5. Takde la jauh mana sebab terpisah kelas je kahkah. Tuition still sama... dapat tempat di Matrik pun sama but nay, I didnt go to Matrikulasi, remember? Dia pergi! Haha. Despite for some years till now dah terpisah jauh sebab she's currently doing her Degree at UM kos in Kimia something something but we still keep in touch. Thru Twitter, Instagram, WhatsApp well well you name it. </div>
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She's my coffee date guys! Cakap nak lepak minum kopi je I roger her, she rogers me we roger-roger... Tempat selalu lepak minum kopi McD or Blackwood. Dia la rajin melayan aku...cravings aku...kutip dan heret aku pi mana-mana since currently I don't have my own transportation. Soo gitchu laaa... Thanks baby sebab tak jemu dengan I, sabar melayan I mmuah mmuahh... Andai kau lelaki sudah ku masuk meminang mu.... kahh!</div>
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Selain diaaa........ we usually lepakinggg together juga with this one bright girl juga namanya Khalili. Since Khalili, bukan Khalil, so this friend of mine is a SHE ok. Hahah...sebab ada orang confused ingat bila iols update story nama Khalili depa ingat laki soo no no... </div>
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I like having a conversation with her. She has so many things in mind and soalan dia selalu buat minda ku berhubung... sometimes I need a moment to think nak jawab soalan dia. What I like about her and EVERYONE must have this dalam diri korang is when you're in doubt or tertanya-tanya on something pasal seseorang, you JUST ASK DIRECTLY to that person. Bukan pi tanya orang lain. Have some respect and sense guys~... Even when you heard something about a person from another person, if you want to trust it, you should double check from the person him/herself beforehand~ She's like that!</div>
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Dia selalu tanya aku terus. Kalau ada orang cakap pasal aku, dia selalu tanya aku juga for confirmation. She's having that common sense and being so responsible... And she respects my likes and dislikes. Benda aku pernah kongsi ke dia yang aku tak suka, dia tak buat pun. I mean, Gosh isnt she is sooooo nice??? Some people tahu kita tak suka sesuatu tu but they just do to us directly or behind us :< I hate it...then from the first place you shouldn't have asked my likes and dislikes ke ape kan... huhuhu... so she's a keeper and a person I can trust on in syaa Allah.</div>
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I mean, I always make this obvious and directly say to my friends...if you wanna know anything or something about me, you should ask me. I'm open and I can give you enough and true sohih jiddan information. I wont lie. And if ada benda aku tak boleh bagitau, orang lain juga takkan ada information tu and you won't get it anywhere except from me LOL. Kalau ada maklumat aku tak bagi because you thought tak cukup, yeah memang mana-mana kawan sampai situ sahaja lah... hahaha. Kalau ada orang lain bagi info lebih, you better think twice to trust or not to trust.</div>
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Hearsay is a hearsay guys and you're less cerdik enough to blindly trust. Because minda manusia makin lama dia dah macam lemah and bercampur aduk... they tend to miss out something or exaggerate... The best is only relying on me when the things are about me. haha. Khalili understands this very well. That's why I say she's so bright and have the common sense. Dengan Khalili tak payah nak ulang benda yang sama banyak kali hahaha. Dia dengaq, dia hadam...hahah</div>
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Khalili pun rajin melayan aku...kitorang study tempat yang sama di Ganu cuma universiti dan kos yang berbeza. Tapi univesiti kitorang pun like sebelah-sebelah...almost. I mean, I don't have to be so specific here kan, asalkan you get the point WE ARE CLOSE ENOUGH. hahahaha...but currently she's having her internship kat Kulim so I dont have anybody here anymore in Terengganu. Kenot lepak makang or mengkopi di McD or somewhere here in Ganu. Or lepak pantai and sorts. Dihh... I'm all alone :( .... </div>
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I really like her sharings, anything laa especially pasal apa dia belajaq or experienced. Love listening to her stories. Kat Kulim pun selain Tiqhot dia rajin kutip heret aku pi mana-mana kahkahkah... and rajin layan cravings aku...or haritu aku nak gi Cherok Tokkun you know, but susah nak kumpul semua sekali dengan kekawan lain kasi onz then she hits me up kata jom lah siapa tak boleh tu tak apa kita pergi je. OMG I'm in love with this girl....andai kau lelaki sudahku masuk meminang juaaa.. eh banyak pula aku nak pinang kahkahkah... but plot twist la tak jumpa-jumpa pulek Cherok Tokkun tu so pergi kat Bt apa tah nama hahah dengan Tiqhot sekali! Next time joms?</div>
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I'm really thankful for their kindness and their time(s) for me... I hope I'm a good friend to them as well. Y'know a good friend is always there for their friends and make time for their friends no matter what. We can always choose. I will always choose to make time for them as well when they need me. Contact when needed and kasi jumpa sampai jadi hahaha. As much as they sacrifice or put the efforts in this friendship, I hope I'm being and doing the same as well to them. Thank you thank you thank you so much weh Tiqhot and Khalili... you guys are the best so far hahaha!</div>
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Till we meet again okay mmmuahhh! Love nyak nyakkkk</div>
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Hi there, I'm back after one year from the last post, I think. I'm currently in my last semester for final year so do pray for me. Hehehe. </div>
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Yup, my happy pill. I can't really remember if I ever posted anything about you here hehe. But okay today I decided to. I usually convey my appreciation directly and privately to him. Actually the picture already tells everything what I feel about you. And you know better. </div>
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I am not sure whether you remember when was the first time we knew each other. It was the day I did something crazy and you kindly layan je. Hahaha. I was a total stranger to you at that time but seeing you replied to me that soft and kind, okay I knew it you are a good person. </div>
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You know it all started with your parents. (Ouh yes now I remember I posted one post about you before this hahahaha!) Well, initially I fell for your parents. Wait, I'm not saying like now I fell for you, bruh. Hahahahaha! It's just now more than your parents, you're now in it too and as my happy pill. You know what I meant by saying you are my happy pill because I did tell you and I did ask your permission to be my happy pill. Haha. </div>
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I still have the all warm words from your late father and your mother. Sometimes, I get in touch with your elder sister too. Sometimes I can see she is having a hard time and I promised myself to be there for her like giving some warm words too like how you and your parents directly or indirectly did to me. I really appreciate of all your sharings and stories. </div>
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You know what, happy pill... it does not matter how I truly feel. And it also does not matter how you truly feel. Because all I want is the best for you even if I am not the one that is the best for you. It's okay. Allah knows how sincere I am praying this for you. If you are happy, I am happy. I don't ask you to be part of me but just let me know you are okay and alive of course, in any way. Hahahaha. </div>
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Well well... I have a lot of things to say but you know, I am more comfortable to tell you everything privately. Soooooooo, bilakah? Heh heh. Byeee and take careeee! Kerja elok-elok. Well I know you will. But still, I'm gonna wish it. Ok. It's hard to stop because this is about you but okay I will stop now...like seriously...okay bye. Fi amanillah. </div>
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Happy New Year, Selamat Tahun Baru, Salam 2018 semua! Dah masuk 22 tahun, unofficially, alhamdulillah. I wish 2018 brings a lot of joys in our lives. I wish for MORE love, LESS gossip and heart breaks ^_^, Tengah dalam musim final exam sekarang ni, pray for me aite? hee~</div>
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At first blur juga lah dengan soalan tu hahaha! I was like , "Uh? Maksud hang?" Hahaha, so dia explained, then only I understood~ So the question is actually in general. It does not matter whether now you are single, no special friend, or you are now having a boyfriend/girlfriend, just broke up, engaged and what so ever. Because this question for those yang dalam hidup ni dia nak kahwin. So, orang yang tak nak kahwin, this question is not for you obviously. Hahahaha. </div>
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Apabila dah masuk umur 20-an, topik kahwin is very common. Orang akan selalu bertanya and sometimes sedang syok bersembang tiba-tiba eh cakap pasal kahwin. Gitchu~ I am not sure whether korang dah ada jawapan sendiri dalam diri? If no, then you may ask yourself, "Kenapa aku nak kahwin?" ;) For me, I did not have the pressure to answer my friend's question because memang dah pernah fikir and memang dah ada jawapan sejak, entah lama dah lah fikir, hahahah! I mean, if you want something, you need to know why first, with at least a reason, kan? Takkan lah saja-saja nak. So, yea kalau ada rezeki dan umur yang panjang of course I want to get married. Know why? Save it for later. Hahaha.</div>
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This marriage topic pun ada discussed in my class. My lecturer said to us, nowadays, people get married due to tekanan masyarakat and at the end, the marriage didn't last longer. That is too sad. I know, apabila kita habis belajar, ada pekerjaan, umur pula dah 25 tahun lagi kerap orang akan bertanya, "Bila nak kahwin?", or bila kawan-kawan kita dah kahwin, mata orang automatik akan fokus ke yang belum kahwin ni hahahah. But know what, you don't have to worry. Don't rush thing like this. Kalau ada orang bertanya cakap saja , "doakan saya" ewah. </div>
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Because for me, benda ni akan datang pada waktunya. Of course, you pray. But dalam hidup ni ada aturannya. In syaa Allah, benda ni akan datang ke kita once we are ready. Selagi tak datang, you just pray, ask Allah and just focus on yourself first. Achieve other things dulu, because in life, ada banyak lagi kita boleh buat dulu like travelling, (pastu jumpa la jodoh time tu)? hee~kkkk.... I know some people yang getting nervous because umur makin meningkat, jangan katakan kahwin, bayang jodoh pun tak nampak lagi. And I also understand yang nak kahwin awal especially before 30 lah sebab selepas umur tu, it's kind of leceh dalam a few matters and ada other consequences especially for women to bear. And I as a woman also, personally kalau boleh before 28, like 28 tu kira dah masuk tahun ke-berapa tah-lah ehem hahahaha! Because takutttt takuttt la dah lepas 28 tu rasa macam ah malas ah nak kahwin hahahaha. I'm so unexpected -.-''' But hey, kita boleh rancang and set goals je but most of them kerja Allah. </div>
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So back to the question, kenapa nak kahwin dalam hidup ni? Sebab In tak suka berada dalam satu fasa or posisi yang sama. I mean, okay kalau rumah, In tak suka duduk satu rumah, or tempat tu lama sangat. Waktu kecik-kecik, In nak membesar cepat because I wanted to know how the life is, (cis serabut betul bila dah besar ni hahaha), and same goes to title. From single, to married woman. In nak tahu macam mana marriage life ni. In nak merasa sendiri. Tak nak lah selamanya single. In nak ada progress dalam kehidupan. Ke satu fasa dan ke satu fasa. Because I believe, from there juga In akan belajar banyak benda, dan akan menghargai lebih ramai orang dan kehidupan. Gitchu. </div>
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I don't really know how to put this into perfect words but that is the main reason lah. Marriage is something new (phase), and I would love to experience it with of course, dengan siapa lagi aku nak kahwin kalau bukan dengan orang terchentaaaa... ehem. And I believe, dalam alam perkahwinan juga buat kita realise what we are more capable of and at the same time kita akan lebih matang dan dewasa. Handle kids ain't easy. Anak orang, anak sendiri tak sama. Tengok orang beranak, kita beranak sendiri, tak sama. Lol! The love and struggles in marriage. So many things, it's like never ending process dalam alam perkahwinan selagi hidup. Hahaha. </div>
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And not to forget juga somehow marriage is a little bit scary for me, tapi kekawan memang takut sungguh lol. Yang takut sungguh dulu tu nanti jalan dulu :P , But know what, jangan fikir dulu. Fikir bila tiba masanya hahahaha! What I mean, kalau nak kahwin, kahwin je lah. Segala apa masalah mendatang tu hadap and handle bila ia datang lah. Simple meh. Same goes to, jangan fikir pasal jodoh sangat. Dia datang bila dia perlu datang. Hahahah. </div>
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So, I like changes, I like to explore, I like to go further and deeper. Generally, by that reasons, I want to get married selagi hidup. Hahaha. If specifically, there are more reasons than just a phase in life. But that, mostly clicheeeee ><''' So what about you guys? Do you wanna get married and if yes, generally, why? ^_^ </div>
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Hi everyone. There's no class today and I decided to take a full rest. And suddenly I feel like I need to update my blog about my appreciation post. The second appreciation post is for my childhood friend! Yyyyupppppppppp! </div>
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He's my one and only childhood friend yang dah macam family. He treated my family like his own. And he was and still always be there for me whenever I need him. We talked some serious and dumb stuffs. The dumb stuffs like 'Weh, what if aku kena culik nanti?' He said, he will find me no matter what.. Aceyyyyh!!! Hahahahaha. And he said he wanted to go to Rusia. To further his studies something like that ah. And I said bring me along! And he replied, sure of course he will bring me only if he has some money. LOL! And he said, dia tak akan tinggalkan aku walaupun dah ada isteri nanti. OMG that's tough man! You need to find the right and cool woman XD Ingat, perempuan mudah cemburu kahkahkah. Eh, so far, exclude me okay. Hahahaha. So dumb stuffs like that we were talking about. Hahahahaha. I did not sound so serious but trust me, he sounded very like VERY serious. Haih laaa, back to reality please bro hahahaha. </div>
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And, whenever I feel dispirited and unmotivated, dia datang bagi nasihat walaupun nasihat dia kekadang tak kena tempat rasa macam nak bagi makan kaki kat dia, but hey, I appreciate it. Sebab later on I will take a look with his advices again and actually, your words do give me strength!!! </div>
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So my dear very dear childhood friend, thank you so much selalu bersabar dengan aku. Aku selalu layan hang macam nak tak nak but you know why? Because we are so damn close enough like real siblings! Hahaha. And setiap kali hang tanya, "aku ni penting tak untuk hang?' I was like weh sorry if I'm not good enough for you. Of course lah hang penting buat aku. And I still remember bila hang dapat tahu ada lelaki kacau aku, kemain lagi nak jumpa face to face dengan lelaki tu. Heyyy, walaupun dah dilarang, dalam diam hang buat belakang aku. hahahaa. Protective betul hang ni. Memang aku tak boleh control hang bab tu. Hang memang cari siapa orang tu hahahaha siut lah. Nasib tak gaduh. Aku kata dah kurang-kurangkan gangster hang tu haishhh. Seriauuuu! XD</div>
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And weh, ambil lah nasihat aku cari perempuan baik-baik. Bila aku tak berkenan dengan perempuan tu tolonglah percayakan aku and tak payah setia nak tunggu perempuan yang bukan untuk hang. HAHAHA. Disebabkan hang tak dengar nasihat aku, degil betul hm kan dah rasa. Aku tau hang baik, dan perempuan tu baik juga. Tapi tak baik untuk hang. Dan hang pun tak baik untuk dia LOL. Aku still ingat we had a deep conversation about this kennnn. And sorry aku terlalu jujur dengan hang tapi lastly hang admit juga apa aku kata tu betui kennnn :P So sebelum nak buat next move mana-mana perempuan mohon tunjuk kat aku dulu XD HAHAH Helloooo aku pun protective jugekkkk. Tak mau la banyak kali my precious friend ni terluka di hati ><''' hohoho~</div>
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But weh, whatever you did to me back then, bagi nasihat ke dengar luahan hati aku pasal kehidupan bagai ni thanks a lot. Terima kasih juga dengan bebelan dan amarah aku kahkah. And thanks jugak bertahan dengan merajuk aku berbulan-bulan tewww... OMG aku tak pernah merajuk dengan sesiapa (kawan) sampai macam tu tapi dengan hang time tu entah la. Geram gila dengan hang XD And haritu contact, aku still kata kat hang "aku masih merajuk lagi dengan hang okay" And hang iyakan je la HAHAHAHAHA siut laaa... But but merajuk-merajuk aku pun still aku bebaik dengan hang kennn:P Sorry la okay la dah tak merajuk sekarang kuikui</div>
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Tiada apa aku harapkan selain kesihatan yang baik untuk hang. Kebahagiaan yang HAKIKI untuk hang. Emm okay la dan pasangan yang terbaik tuk hang XD Tapi ingat aku still nak screening dulu mana-mana perempuan pilihan hati hang. Hahahaha. Hang la kawan dunia akhirat aku. Baik buruk hang aku terima seadanya. Thanks juga baik buruk aku hang terima. Hang kenal aku dari kecik sampai besaq. Muka hang ja aku duk nampak dari kecik sampai besaq walaupun dah tak selalu tapi tu lah hahaha hang still ada buat aku anytime hehe. Itu yang aku suka dan paling suka KAHHH. And aku pun selalu ada untuk hang okay, tapi waktu urgent and penting-penting ja okay? hahahaha. Thanks sesangat bila hang tau aku punya musim tengah tak okay, you kept contacting me tanya aku macam mana blablabla. Kekadang terlalu kerap aku macam heiiii tak payah la selalu tanya bukan orang nak bunuh diri pun hahahahaha! But I know you were genuinely worried about me awwwhhhhhhhhhhh HAHAHA. </div>
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Last but not least, aku tak de la nak kata benda ni selalu tapi ye lah, aku sayang hang lah dan hang penting buat aku. Hang member aku dari kecik sampai la ni. Alhamdulillah Moga baik-baik saja yang berlaku dalam hidup hang dan setiap permasalahan hang dipermudahkan. Aku tau hang ni kekadang gopoh gak, haa yang tu baiki la noh. hahah. Take care there bro. My brother from another mother. ;)</div>
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Hi semua. Long time no see. Busy. Sedikit perkembangan tentang diri, sekarang saya dah masuk third year degree. Alhamdulillah. Semoga segalanya dipermudahkan dan dapat graduate tepat pada waktunya yea in syaa Allah aamiin Allahumma aamiin. </div>
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Saya dalam mood nak buat appreciation post untuk orang-orang yang saya masih ingat, terhutang budi, sayang (?) dan seumpamanya lah. So this person came to my mind quite frequent lately. This person is a friend of mine and this friend is a He. hahah. Banyak kenangan ada dengan dia. I still remember most of them. Ada yang tak ingat and I do not know why. Felt like getting an amnesia lewls. (Sebab jarang iols lupa kenangan). So yeah. Probably there must be something wrong with me? ^^''' </div>
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Anyway, I would like to thank him alot. I can't tell this to him personally secara tiba-tiba sebab, dia mungkin akan fikir ke arah lain like , "why so sudden?" Gitchu. Satgi dia ingat bebukan pulek. I started with this guy because like I said lately when I do a lot of thinking, he came first. As this post meant to be an indirect appreciation post, anggaplah post ini as I say to him personally. So after this I'll use "aku-hang". If you read this, acknowledge this and thought it could be you, do let me know so that I'll know "Ouh, orang yang sepatutnya baca dah baca dan apa aku rasa tentang dia sampai ke empunya appreciation post' Gitchu. </div>
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Aku, masih ingat macam mana kita mula berkawan. Apabila hang tiba-tiba called aku dan menangis sebab putus cinta or more likely had an issue with your girlfriend. I was confused at that time sebab time tu kita tak rapat sangat and that was so sudden. Sudah la time tu aku tengah dengan kekawan Asasi. Hahahaha. (<i>Bang! You are the only one guy yang pernah menangis dekat aku sebab putus cinta. So if you read this, and remember this thing, yes I'm talking about you.</i>) Chill, people won't know. </div>
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As you know, selepas kita habis SPM aku masuk Asasi Undang-Undang, mannn that was not easy. I mean, belajar perundangan time tu walaupun ASASI JE. But you were there. Indeed, at first I helped you. Went through all sort of things but that was nothing compared to how you helped me through during my Asasi. How you helped me with my research. Remember? Pasal the word "Allah" used by Christians? Yes. That one. There was one time I had a hard time and you came to see me by surprise (?) with food, doughnuts kot. How considerate and to be honest I appreciate what you did there the most. </div>
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You are a good guy. But that doesn't mean you are not annoying lewls. Of course, kita ada on and off. Gaduh baik or kalau tak gaduh pun more likely berdebat cemtu but sedikit sebanyak damn it's annoying and hurt. Hahaha. And kekadang the jokes terlebih sampai aku tak rasa that as a joke but aku cool je until that one time i felt that's it. Sebab tu ada masa bila hang melawak aku balas semberono or tak balas. Yyeah. Tak nak gaduh over petty things so I chose that way. I sorted my feeling that way. Didn't want to put the blame on you too~~~ </div>
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And there were times I felt like aku bergantung dengan hang too much. I was too comfortable. The thing is, aku tak suka rasa macam tu. Aku tak suka rasa seperti hidup bergantung dengan orang. Bergantung dengan hang by means, when I have problems I'll share with you. Especially regarding my studies. Lagipun, hang pun ada kerja hang sendiri, hang pun tengah belajar juga, tak nak ganggu. So I decided to put a gap between us until I didn't realise that kita dah tak macam dulu, kita dan tak cerita-cerita, or randomly talking about current issues and etc. And the worst, aku dah tak ingat tentang hang maksud aku, hang belajar tahun berapa and all. Time flies so fast, man and yeah. Sumpah sedih but what to do. I did that, to us. I started it first. </div>
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Yes, I tried to talk to you back simply just to know your well being but something stopped me. And sometimes I feel like I'm a nuisance to you lewls~ I did one day, contact you but it felt different. Like, you were cold to me and so I decided not to prolonged the conversation. Maybe just maybe I did hurt you too. But I hurt too. </div>
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I'll pray the best for you. I know you are a good guy & friend , smart but a bit dramatic (lewls) and caring lah. Yyea... I miss you and know that I never forget you. I may be cold or rude to you sometimes but please consider that as I'm having PMS (eventhough I'm not at that time) LOL. Kbye.</div>
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So nak cakap pasal perkembangan je lah while waiting for a few minutes untuk ios selesai update! Yiehaaa!--- Okay, it's quite challenging and so many troublesome things are happening to me but not that major-annoying-troubles I had faced last year. This semester (my 5th semester because I had a short semester last year---WAJIB), I think, not as bad as last semester. MAYBE, just maybe this semester I may improve my grades and cgpa sebab last semester was such a DOOMED! Hahahaha---but I'm still grateful, alhamdulillah no repeat paper---so far... </div>
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Well, ouh ya, baru pindah rumah and memang banyak kerejeeeee cuti midsem ni but worry not---banyak barang-barang sudah ku unpacking before balitttt ke Ganu (krohhh krohhh), and yes still a few left tak unpack lagi ouh well, no place to put and some are not my things, you better unpacking them by yourself cc my brothers hahaha. </div>
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What else? Hmmm, Happy International Women's Day, ya I know not today but still am not too late wishing it here. Women, women are awesome and incredible, I must say. I am a woman. Yup :P Hahaha. You may define that in various ways. As a married woman, or as an independent woman blablabla...as what you wish~ Me? I'm not sure to define me as what-woman, but I know my Mak! Mak as a married woman with 3 children. Must had a challenging life and she did put her life at risk three times while mengandungkan kami-me and brothers LOL. She made a lot of sacrifices, I noticed some of them but there must be loads of sacrifices lagi which I failed to see... Okay banyak lagi nak elaborate but dah update ios andddddddd i am sooooo mengantuk I should go to sleep! Kalau rajin akan edit balik but if not, yup that's the improper end of my post lol! </div>
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Assalamualaikum… Masih belum lewat kot untuk wish Happy New
Year (LOL)!!! ^^, Maaf lama menyepi
sebab busy dengan life as a student ceh… haha. Sekarang baru faham kenapa
kekawan bloggers yang masuk sahaja universiti especially sambung degree, terus
lenyap menyepi. Rupa-rupanya ku pun sebegitu rupa hahaha. How was my 2016?
Sejujurnya, peh memang tahun paling mencabar dan boleh kata tahun dimana diri
ini hit the rock bottom! Tahun kejatuhan. Jatuh segalanya. Hahaha. I went
through a lot of pains, emotionally and mentally. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Permulaan 2016 agak baik. Dan I got anugerah dekan.
Alhamdulillah. One of my targets tercapai. Ada lah beberapa target 2016
tercapai. But sukar, duka dan kesedihan tu jauh lebih banyak. Melepasi
pertengahan tahun rasanya, I feel like tahun 2016 sangat panjang. Dan rasa
macam each and every day, I’m dying hahahaha. Little by little. Rasa terlalu
penat dengan segalanya. I went through a few days of kemurungan (but not so
serious hahaha tapi memang rasa murung sungguh). I am usually orang yang sangat
positif, punya emosi dan mental yang sangat kuat. Tahu handle everything about
myself, but not last year. Last year, I just lost myself. I do not even know
who I am anymore. That hurts me so much. When I feel I am no longer me, myself.
Apabila orang tanya, ‘Apa maksud tak rasa macam diri sendiri? Macam mana diri
you sebenarnya. Why, how rasa tak macam diri sendiri…’ and blablablaaa… I’m
sorry, I couldn’t explain because ia sesuatu yang tak dapat diungkap dengan
kata-kata. Sesuatu yang tidak boleh diterangkan secara lisan. I am the only one
yang faham, tahu dan rasa. Not like I am not being myself or faking, tapi I
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Of course, I laughed, I smiled… tapi dalam hati, and ketika
sendirian tu, Tuhan sahaja yang tahu. I cried a lot last year lewls! Selalunya,
diri ni sejenis yang kurang memerlukan support and really independent and boleh
fikir almost-most of the time secara rational, tenang and cool. But not last
year! I truly needed my friends’ support, and of course family as well.
Friends---, kawan-kawan jauh dimata dekat dihati. My primary/secondary
schoolmates, also my foundation-mates. They were with me and kept checking on
me. They listened to me, without judging me. They gave me a lot of wise words.
They knew how to comfort me. I am truly grateful. Korang tahu lah siapa korang
:) Even every little word or action I appreciate much. Ada yang menambah garam
diluka, I was struggling and secara mental and emosi mana lah nak stabil!
Buttttt, the way he/she comforted me likeeee, uh oh… Nevermind, lepas ni tahu
lah, dia bukan orangnya untuk aku mendapatkan semangat or nasihat ke apa.
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Also, I am still struggling living here in Terengganu. Not
because of Terengganu. Terengganu is such a nice place :) But the circumstances
and because of some people here. Ada one day tu, at one point I felt ‘that’s
it. I’m so done!’ Kebetulan ada cuti 4 hari kot time tu. Cuti Diwali ke? Tak
ingat but I packed my things and I went back home. Sebelum tu my Abah called
me. I was struggling inside out at that time. And selalunya dapat cover but at that
time I couldn’t say anything and I just cried. I said I wanna go home even cuti
sekejap. Abah suruh balik and discuss things. So yeah I went back and discussed
a few things with my Abah :) I decided
not to cerita banyak mengenai ni. Mula-mula macam nak try to share in detail
but kelamaan I think, nah, nevermind. If benda ni berulang lagi pada tahun ni,
2017, and orang yang sama juga puncanya, I’ll definitely share it. Kalau boleh
siap nak tulis nama lagi. Hahaha nah kidding. I didn’t really blame anyone but
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What is my solution to overcome masalah-masalah pada tahun
lalu, 2016 is, I’ll try not to care sangat pasal orang. Cuba untuk utamakan
diri sendiri dulu walaupun ia sebenarnya bukanlah ada dalam diri ini sangat. I
mean, dari kecil membesar dengan nilai jaga orang, like utamakan orang dulu
semua blablabla then tiba-tiba nak berubah sikit supaya tak terlalu fikirkan
orang, tak terlalu cuba memahami orang so..yeah. The problem sebenarnya yang
diri ni jenis mudah tahu pasal orang sampai timbul rasa simpati, empati and
rasa even orang tu buat salah pun, tak boleh nak marah because I know, why he
or she behaves like that. I am a person yang mudah untuk memahami orang, then berbaik
sangka then, not going to judge but at the end, diri sendiri terasa hati. Is
okay kalau orang tu sendiri bagitau straight to my face anything but I am not
going to find out his or her state of mind ke feeling ke mood ke or whatsoever
daaaaa….. hahaha. I am truly tired and if tertahu anything pun I’ll just close
my eyes, my ears and my mouth and buat tatahu je lah. Kalau orang tu sendiri
approach to share ke to luahkan ke apa then okay. If not, kalau ada cakap
belakang ke terasa belakang ke apa I’ll just close my eyes and all. Not going
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So actually ada panjang lebar gila gila gila nak share but I
decided not to disclose everything because I’m in a good mood now so here’s my
first post in 2017 and also setelah sekian lama berdiam diri dalam dunia
blogging. Sorry! Will blogwalking nanti nak tengok those little kids and babies
anak-anak kawan bloggers dah membesar mana or maybe dah masuk anak ke-2 ke apa
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INTERNET/WIFI TAK ADA. Manusia hanya mampu merancang. Tuhan yang menentukannya
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-71650726776931141652016-01-23T00:16:00.004+08:002016-01-23T00:20:28.357+08:001st Semester-DoneAssalamualaikum<br />
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Hi there. I just received my first semester punya result semalam and alhamdulillah lulus all the subjects and mencapai my target. Huhu... Syukur alhamdulillah. Without doa-doa kalian, In mungkin tak dapat mencapai apa yang In harapkan... Terima kasih :') For all your supports and du'as... </div>
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In tak tipu, In sangat struggle with a lot of things there sejak kali pertama di sana. So tak sure boleh fokus belajar ke tidak and tak sure boleh score ke tidak. But i have really nice roommate yang selalu support In. Dia je tahu betapa In struggle di sana. Hahah. Until one day I looked so down... Time tu keluar gi toilet, bila masuk bilik and nak tengok cermin somehow In macam terperasan ada sticky note di sebelah cermin In. So In baca, "Siapa y berusaha dye akn BERJAYA. Siapa y menuai akn dpt HASILNYA" Allahu :') Terharu sangat... Thank you my dear roommate...</div>
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In tak tahu kenapa rasa susah sangat hidup walaupun di negara sendiri. Why so many stressful things or In yang too focus on unnecessary stuffs...? X'D Since I got a lot of supports and nice words from my beloved friend there, my rommate and my foundation mates, alhamdulillah... I managed to grow stronger and achieved what I want in this first semester. Alhamdulillah atas kekuatan yang Allah berikan. But now I'm thinking about financial...</div>
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Entahlah, dapat PTPTN pun rasa tak cukup. Memang tak cukup pun untuk satu semester. Dah la nanti berhutang. Even my father said that. Dia pun still kena toppup duit untuk perbelanjaan In. So memang cadang nak score first sem and mohon JPA. Tapi sehari sebelum result keluar dah kecoh pasal JPA suspended. Entah la betul ke tidak so far but if betul suspended, buntu sangat nak mohon biasiswa apa agar dapat ringankan keluarga. Agar diorang tak perlu susah-susah keluarkan duit belanja untuk In dah. Kekadang rasa nak kerja part time pun ada... Tengok yang mana mampu dan boleh blend dengan jadual pelajaran In. </div>
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In sangat serious dalam kehidupan In sekarang ni lelagi sekarang dah 20 tahun! Walaupun unofficial lagi but hey sekarang dah 2016 kan. Hahahah. Rasa tanggungjawab makin tinggi. Rasa macam mencari duit adalah satu misi utama juga untuk menjamin masa depan yang entah lah apa akan jadi nanti. Kos sara hidup makin meningkat. Tak tahu siapa je yang boleh tolong nanti so yang utama kena tolong diri sendiri dulu. Rajinkan diri dan penatkan diri untuk beribadah seperti belajar dan bekerja juga. </div>
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Anyway, tak tahu lah apa yang bakal mendatang dan apa yang In akan jadi untuk 2016 ni. Doakan yang terbaik buat semua orang sebab In dapat rasa 2016 ni akan jadi tahun yang sangat mencabar bagi In. Doakan In dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan yang lain. Doakan negara kita, jangan lupa doa dalam sujud dan ketika habis solat. Huhu. Semoga perjalanan semester In kali ini dan seterusnya berjalan dengan lancar dan dapat score seperti yang In harapkan... Anda anda anda semua pun all the best okay! Salam alaik.</div>
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-73611088259714292392016-01-19T00:42:00.002+08:002016-01-19T18:23:51.204+08:00Terengganu or PeopleAssalamualaikum<br />
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Hi semua. Malam ni mengantuk sangat so tak ada mood nak tengok any variety show ke apa. So ni post terakhir hari ini dan selepas ni nak tidur sebab esok iols ada date dengan member. So people out there mesti tanya In macam mana Terengganu? Best tak duduk Terengganu? FYI, I BELIEVE that ramai menyaksikan In selalu juga meroyan di twitter apabila In di hostel/Terengganu. In nak jujur, jujur sangat di post ni.</div>
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First thing, soalan anda kebanyakannya salah or tak tepat (apabila budak law berbicara ceh). "Macam mana Terengganu?" "Best tak Terengganu?" It supposed to be "Macam mana study disana?" or something like that. Alright, personally Terengganu is just a place yang banyak pantai dan ada musim tengkujuh yang membuatkan certain kawasan yang banjir dan recently di universiti In dijumpai ular yang sangat gemuk dan panjang like sangat panjang. Tak perlu kot tunjuk gambar? Nak tengok? Minta kat my ask.fm sebab gambar dalam phone X'D (Tengah update guna pc abang).</div>
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Terengganu is OKAY walaupun TAK ADA CINEMA. I mean, ada tapi jauh dan limited I think? Tak nak ambil tahu sangat. Tak apalah dah dapat sana, lepak pantai dan cafe je lah yang ada. Sis bahagia je. NAMPAK TAK, SIS KATA SIS BAHAGIA. So the real problem is not on Terengganu. The people there yang macam bermasalah sikit. No, diorang tak bermasalah, cuma like membawa masalah kepada In. Dari segi emosi kebanyakannya. LOL.</div>
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Masalah dia orang kat sana! Bukan orang Terengganu, orang yang menuntut di uni iols itu. You know what, I know, and we all know Terengganu ni macam negeri Islamic gitu tapi tak seIslamic Kelantan. So universiti di sana, kalau tawarkan kos pun, kos utama must be like Islamic punya kos kan. So MAJOR people there orang yang so called Islamic people berkopiah, berjubah, bertudung labuh, berbaju kurung blablabla. That is okay. </div>
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I am so fed up, and stress and annoyed apabila ada manusia yang macam kolot. Islamic yang kolot maybe? Sorry. You see, anda berjubah, bertudung labuh macam sangat labuh, kos agama, dan seumpamanya but itu tak membawa makna anda boleh memandang remeh or like hina ke apa kepada manusia lain dan bebudak kos lain. Tau tak, In dengan kawan In bertshirt labuh okay, seluar slack, tudung ikut syarak but bila sampai satu cafe ni yang mostly bebudak kos agama, diorang tenung and pandang kitorang like kitorang ni sangat pelik macam makhluk asing, macam memakai pakaian tak cukup kain ka apa. </div>
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Kalau sekali pandang and buat don't know tak apa, ni memang tenung habis terutama lelaki. Tatau la mungkin terkesima dengan kecantikan kitorang kot? (Lewls -__-) Mentaliti patut di ubah. Perempuan pakai tshirt, or seluar or jeans doesn't mean dia tak tutup aurat selagi mana pakaiannya itu tidak singkat, tidak menunjukkan bentuk badan dan ketat. Why so hard to understand? Tutup aurat bukan didefinasikan dengan memakai baju kurung, jubah, tudung labuh blablabla, alright? Bear in mind.</div>
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Itu satu mentaliti bebudak sana. Seriously, sangat stress. Dengan pemikiran diorang yang kolot. Tak semua, tapi sepanjang In lalui memang ramai juga lah~ Even kekadang bergaul dengan non-muslim pun like menjadi satu kesalahan. Excuse me? Saya tidak mengerti. I thought universiti yang so called as Islamic ni membantu la In untuk jadi lebih baik ke, tenang ke untuk study bagai tapi In rasa diri In makin worse and macam nak memberontak selalu. Di Shah Alam dari segi pengalaman lagi banyak maksiat but they are open and accept any kind of people. Just be nice to everyone. Sini, semua sok-sok baik,sempurna or ahli syurga~</div>
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Dulu di Shah Alam, ada macam-macam but guess what? In jarang sekali keluar. Malas gila nak keluar. Tapi di sini, even tak ada apa, In macam nak keluar selalu. Tak boleh lah kalau duduk dalam hostel or uni lama-lama. Ya Ampun, negative vibes di mana-mana. I even want to say this, sana tak henti-henti In dengar kata caci-makian, carutan ( well this datang dengan orang sekeliling In. fefaham je la ). Kalau kat sana Shah Alam, we understand each other, accept segala nasihat dan teguran secara hati yang terbuka. But here? Kita pula yang kena tahan, bertolak ansur and kalau ada nasihat or tegur sikit mula nak sentap ke, marah ke, merajuk ke. Pening la.</div>
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Kat sini, semua ikut kepala sendiri. Semua ego tinggi and lalang. Sini ramai berkawan pun semata-mata kerana membawa 'keuntungan' mereka sahaja. Bukan ikhlas berkawan pun. So like wow. Degree life is so challenging and new. Sudah la cabaran menuntut pelajaran dah satu hal besar nak ditanggung. Ini nak tanggung satu hal berinteraksi, hidup with these kind of people... Sangat menguji hati dan kesabaran In. Sangat menguji ketahanan mental In. In banyak kali rasa I can't do this anymore. I can't stay here with these people. I am not meant to be with them or be here. I should just walk away. How can I survive for 4 years here?</div>
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Dulu, In tak pernah rasa berat hati gila nak balik Shah Alam. And even rindu rumah tu jarang sekali unless bila tak sihat mestilah rindu rumah. Tapi kat sini, like every second asyik fikirkan rumah. Fikir bila lagi nak cuti. Bila boleh balik. And bila dah cuti, nak balik tu rasa berat sangat ya Allah... Allah sahaja yang tahu. I cried a lot kat uni. I just hate it. I just hate jadi this weak but somehow I can't control myself. I know, kita nak berjaya dalam pelajaran firstly we must love the place kita menuntut. We must enjoy the environment.Trust me, I tried a lot. </div>
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Apapun, somehow, I managed to get over these stuffs... Keep trying to be positive over and over again. Keep trying to start a new fresh day every day...And I tell to myself I can survive for 4 years here. Yes I can. ONE friend... Only this one friend kat uni ni yang In boleh go, yang boleh sesama saling mengingati baik buruk, nasihat dan saling menegur and she said to me, "Don't give up. I'm here for you." So far, I only have this one and only good friend. Yang lain, seriously... In nak jauhkan diri. They bring negative vibes. Actually ada juga beberapa yang baik. Memang baik, I know... Diorang sangat okay, and suka diorang juga. Alhamdulillah. Cuma yang memang In rapat seorang ni je la. We actually melalui the same problems. We agreed much on this. We felt getting worse being here. </div>
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Mesti ada rasa macam tak logik kan. Terengganu, tempat kurang maksiat, kononnya~ ... Duduk uni islamik...takkan la boleh buat kita makin teruk or something like that. Maybe I am just not that lucky yet, to meet good people there.So i am looking forward for my next sem agar jumpa lebih ramai orang baik-baik...bawa In ke arah lebih baik. Open minded. Dan ikhlas dalam persahabatan. Personally In kata, uni is islamik, but not penghuninya. Ada yang nampak islamik semata-mata peraturan universiti and ect. So yeah, jangan mudah judge by luaran seseorang okay. Get to know them first. It is a good thing dengan menutup aurat mengikut syarak. Tapi untuk bergaul dengan orang, we need yang baik dari hati dulu. So I am trying my best to stay there, hidup dengan suasana begitu sambil belajar. Really trying hard. Just doakan In saja X'D Lots of love from me, salam alaik.</div>
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-63357016388768428032016-01-18T23:50:00.001+08:002016-01-18T23:50:12.404+08:00CintakuAssalamualaikum<br />
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Hi semua! Ni hao! Harap semuanya sihat. I know I did tell you guys untuk update on my 2nd trip with le friends but In nak hold that post dulu. Tajuk besau kemain jiwang je bunyi ihiks. Okay In tak nak corner sana-sini. Jom kita straight to the point. </div>
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Personally, In rasa In jenis yang bercinta selepas bernikah. In macam tak boleh sangat nak suka kat orang. Like susah sangat, dan memeningkan sangat. Lewls! Bukan apa, In nak hati In tak dipersiakan dengan mencintai seseorang yang belum pasti. In nak hati In mencintai seseorang yang sudah pasti halal buat In. Such a waste of time dan hati mencintai orang hari demi hari tetapi tak tahu sama ada dia adalah orang yang benar untuk In atau tak. </div>
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This short post, In seriously kata I don't have a special person lagi and I am not really looking for 'him' (the right one for me). Masa tu akan datang pada masa yang tepat dan sepatutnya. Of course In baru 20 tahun and umur bukan menjadi alasan untuk tak bicarakan mengenai ni but at this age In dah tetapkan not to think about it lagi. For now, In tak fikir pun. In ada perkara lain nak settle dulu, langsaikan dulu~ so yeah ^_^,</div>
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Of course, ada je lelaki di luar sana tunjuk their interest kepada In and even into a serious relationship but I just can't, for now. Not even want to think of pertunangan jugak X'D In akan consider bila lelaki itu nampak dah matang, dah banyak lakukan tanggungjawab kepada keluarganya, betul-betul mampu untuk dirikan rumah tangga. Other than that, you guys should focus on your studies or work dulu. And bahagiakan dulu ibu bapa masing-masing. Because sekarang In tengah fokus benda-benda tu. In fokus untuk dapatkan dan buat duit sendiri, bukan cari lelaki yang dah berpoket tebal. </div>
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Cinta bagi In is not the first thing. Agamanya dan tanggungjawabnya yang diutamakan. Mesti ada saja wanita di luar sana yang berkahwin dulu,baru bercinta. Mesti ada yang baru kenal berapa hari je, bulan je then kahwin dan bercinta. Dan utamanya, bahagia. Mesti ada. Malah In ada tahu beberapa orang begitu, alhamdulillah. So doakan yang terbaik buat kita semua, follow the flow ~~~ That's all from me,fi hifzillah wa fi amanillah. Assalamualaikum wbt.</div>
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Hi semua ! I am back ! Hari ini nak update mengenai perjalanan In bersama abang sulung In pada tempoh hari di Chew Jetty, Pulau Pinang. Pernah dengar tak? Apa yang menarik sangat? Jetty je kan~ Cheh. Actually Chew Jetty ni listed as UNESCO World Heritage in Penang,Malaysia. So obviously ia menjadi tarikan pelancong dan memang salah satu tempat pelancongan di Pulau Pinang~ Pergi sana like wah, rasa kehidupan di atas air, dengan memijak papan-papan, rumah-rumah lama yang masih utuh!</div>
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Sepanjang lorong untuk masuk ke kawasan boat-boat tu ada cafe dan kedai-kedai jual souvenirs. Of course penduduk sini dan pemilik kedai semua milik orang Cina if i am not mistaken~ In sangat suka feeling-feeling tempat sebegini. Like kampung-kampung, pedalaman and whatsoever yang berkaitan. Hahahaha. So here ada few pictures of me di Chew Jetty. Akan di delete juga gambar-gambar tu. So if ada yang baru baca but tak da gambar means dah delete. Sorry in advance! Boleh google je,banyak je gambar lagi menarik than mine! ^_^</div>
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Shades on~ Panas oi! So actually ni hobi In bersama abang In. Kitorang akan tukar role. Kalau turn abang In, maka In lah photographernya~ So time ni sangat melayan perasaan sendiri... Banyak juga pelancong time ni. Omputih pun hado~ So anyways kitorang bergambar di sini saja. Tak amek gambar lorong-lorong tu semua sebab...fokus kitorang disini X'D And yeah, saja nak share, time balik tu kitorang pergi singgah makan di TheTablePenang. Time nak balik tu, terserempak dengan jalan yang unik ala-ala di luar negara gitew! Ada la kekawan ingat In pergi obersi...lol. Style tau tempat ni. Dekat area-area cafe tu. Tak ingat nama tempat ni tapi bangunan-bangunan dia style lah~ Sebagai jiwa photographer In suka tempat tuu,ceh!</div>
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So cuti sem In di isi perkara-perkara sebegini~ kuikuikui... In tak suka duduk rumah waktu cuti semester sebab bagi In kalau duduk rumah sepanjang cuti sem sahaja sama seperti duduk hostel mereput! NO. Kalau nak tau juga In dengan abang sulung In kalau berjalan, kalau jumpa tempat yang menarik untuk bergambar memang kitorang berhenti dan terus snap snap! Lol... Jiwa photographer yang tak ada perancangan sangat nak bergambar di mana X'D. Terserempak ja berhenti turun dan tangkap. HAHA. Okay, next I'll update on my 2nd trip with my friends ala-ala backpacker sebab kitorang punya budget memang berusaha paling murah on penginapan dan transportation! So stay tune! Fi hifzillah. Assalamualaikum wbt.</div>
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Hi semua. Maaf. Lama tak menype disini. Almaklum kehidupan degree yang penuh cabaran dan dugaan :P And hey, SELAMAT TAHUN BARU! I am unofficially 20. Please please, jangan kata In dah boleh kahwin. Tak nak lagi eh. Anda anda anda duluan ~ Hihihi... So, In nak berkongsi ceritera di mana In dan abang In bersama beberapa rakannya, telah pergi ke Taman Negara Pulau Pinang tahun lepas! Ahaks! Lambat sangat nak updatenye punnn... Time In pergi ni, sebelum In masuk degree, dan selepas In habis Asasi. Hahah. So around bulan 4 atau 5 gitu 2k15. Hohho. Semua sihat? Tak sompek den nak blogwalking lagi. Maap dehhh... Moga-moga semua sihat belaka ye. Shall we move to the next para? Ouyeah~</div>
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So, cerita dia macam ni. Kawan lelaki abang In yang sulung ngajak dia sekali mendaki menempuhi hutan rimba serta menikmati alam sekitar bersamanya. Actually, kawan dia tu tengah jadi guru sementara di sebuah sekolah dan mereka buat rombongan pelajar bersama beberapa rakan guru setugas yang lain. Sewaktu In dengar abang In cerita dengan Mak kami, maka In pun macam , "NAK IKUTTT" Sebab kitorang dapat join FOR FREE. Hahahaha. Naik boat bagai semua free okay? Hahaha. So abang In like okay jom! >_<' Maka sepanjang hari tu In tak dapat tidur langsung atas faktor yang tidak dapat di kenal pasti uhuks. Maka nak kata la, pergi sana gerak lepas subuh (sebab rombongan sekolah kan kena ikut masa sekolah. Selalu 7.30 pagi cemtu kenai kumpoi dah~). So yeah, iols tak tidur langsung selama dua hari termasuk hari kejadian. Haha.</div>
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We at first (me and my brother) pergi singgah USM dulu sebab kat situ nak jemput kekawan abang In. Kawan abang In jemput lagi sorang kawan perempuan dia. So like 2 men 2 women. Yeeszaa. Pendekkan cerita, sampai je ke Penang National Park, kawan abang In handle senaman bebudak tu semua. Abang In, In dan lagi seorang kawan perempuan tu bebas buat perkara memasing. Maka sesi photoshoot sendiri-sendiri bermula dari situ ~ Usya satu gambar mewakili pembukaan hari ku waktu itu dulu lah eh ~ </div>
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Lepas tu, dah habis senaman, maka kami bergerak lah untuk mendaki ~ Penat lah juga tapi personally tak mencabar mana pun. Tak mencabar langsung kot XD CEH. Bukan apa, In tak tidur seharian kot sebelum hari tu but In still okay je daki. In, abang In and bersama dua orang kawan dia like cikgu-cikgu sekali la jaga bebudak tu dari belakang XD Hahahaha... Tau ja la kalau rombongan sekolah ni mesti bising-bising apa lah kan, so yeah. Memang sepanjang perjalanan pasti hingaq punya XD Pastu ada budak international juga, exchange student. Dia dari mana dan nama apa tak ingat but dia kata dia suka kat sini. Tempat asal dia, dikira dia tak hensem. Tapi kalau kat sini, dia dikira hensem dan ramai suka kawan dengan dia X'D Tu yang dia kata la~ Hahahahaha... and dia tahu banyak languages gila lah ! Like seriously banyak gila bahasa dia tahu. Just wow. Hands down to you little brother! Jom tengok gambar lagi.</div>
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Nampak tak tu? hakak-hakak dan abe-abe belakang sekali menjaga bebudak tu :P Hahahaha sambil melayan alam semulajadi yang indah bersama~ ^_^ Best sangat serius. Pengalaman yang menarik. Alhamdulillah. Lepas tu dapat naik boat for free tuuuu :P Harga sepatutnya tak pasti, tak ingat. Kawan In ada bagitau sebab dia pernah pergi. hm. Tapi tak ingat lah. Boat ni bawa kami ke Pantai Kerachut ~ kot. Eh jap tak ingat sangat actually :P Tapi bila naik boat, kitorang ada berhenti setiap part. Ada batu macam buaya, batu macam penyu~ dll...interesting! In rekemen sangat pergi pergi pergi~!</div>
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Sorry, tak banyak gambar nak letak sebab lepas beberapa hari gitu nak delete balik kan! Ada beberapa lagi tapi In letak di IG @nzmnnzfa ~ So yeah konklusinya ia pengalaman yang sangat best dan menarik. Apa kata anda-anda anda rasa sendiri? Pergi la bila ada kesempatan waktu! ^_^ Lepas ni In akan berkongsi 2 pengalaman terbaru! In pergi satu tempat ni dengan abang In dan juga satu lagi tempat dengan kekawan In ala-ala backpacker gitu tapi dalam negara so far! Stay tune ! Fi hifzillah.</div>
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Hi semua. Okay sebelum ni ramai minta nota-nota akak dari Asasi dan ada akak dah bagi beberapa. Cuma akak terpaksa berhenti seketika atas faktor line dan internet di universiti dan seterusnya akak ada final examination. Sangat sibuk dulu. Sekarang akak tengah bercuti dan akak tak pasti anda-anda masih memerlukan nota akak yang lain yang diminta untuk emel tu ke tidak. Kalau masih nak boleh comment di bawah ni atau emel kepada akak okay? Maaf atas penangguhan dan penungguan jika ada. Salam alaik wa fi amanillah.</div>
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-57173625129198210172015-11-07T02:26:00.000+08:002015-11-07T02:26:07.207+08:00Awal DegreeAssalamualaikum<br />
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Hi semua :) I'm back! Hee. Semua sihat? Maaf tak sempat nak blogwalking lagi. Tunggu eh. And tak sempat balas comment lagi. Sorry sesangat. Hurm. So macam mana dengan degreeku di Terengganu? Alhamdulillah so far just nice :) Well, I gained a lot of friends. Awal-awal pun actually dah ada beberapa masalah ^^'''. Tapi normal kot. Hahahaha! </div>
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In cuma nak hidup dengan semua orang dalam suasana yang baik, dalam hubungan yang baik. In tak nak any perasaan yang tidak elok antara satu sama yang lain. Nanti susah nak belajar. Ilmu pun susah nak masuk. Hubungan sesama manusia itu penting untuk dunia dan akhirat. So kena jaga baik-baik kan :) Doakan In untuk tempuhi kehidupan degree di Terengganu, di UnisZA dan dalam kos Undang-Undang ini. Nothing much to say walaupun sebenarnya banyak benda nak cakap. Tapi bukan pasal ni semua. Pasal lain! So nantikan okay! ^_^ Love you gais! Fi hifzillah.</div>
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Hi all! So, seperti yang semua tahu In dapat sambung degree dalam kos Undang-undang (LLB HONS). Tapi dimana? Haa, alhamdulillah In ditempatkan di Universiti Zainal Abidin (UniSZA). Dimana universiti ni? Di Terengganu :). So, bagi sesiapa yang dapat tawaran ini dan ditempatkan di Kampus Gong Badak, maka In saja nak tunjuk-tunjuk macam mana Kampus Gong Badak ni. Sebab sebelum nak masuk ni In mencari-cari tetapi tak jumpa. In tak nak anda menghadapi kesulitan yang sama. So, Kampus Gong Badak ada kolej baru dan lama. In tak tahu bagaimana kolej lama but yang In dapat tahu is kolej lama bilik dia sangat kecil dan sempit. Nak solat pun susah. Sampai tahap macam tu. So nak daftar sila pergi awal-awal ye baru dapat blok baru haaa. Gini lah rupa apartment dan bilik didalamnya di blok baru...</div>
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Gambar-gambar di atas merupakan gambar dalam apartment baru dan biliknya. Tempat sidai kain. Dapur dan dalam tandas je tak ambil. Tengok sendiri la kalau dapat tuntut sini :P Hahahaha. Alhamdulillah comfortable je :) Nanti korang masuk, ada satu bilik ni pintu dia lain dengan yang lain. Kenapa? Kalau korang search di google pasal bilik di sini, korang akan jumpa gambar lama-lama je. Yang ada ruang tamu, sofa dan meja makan. Sekarang tak. Ruang tamu tu dah di jadikan lagi satu bilik mungkin kerana penuntut yang kian meningkat. Bilik itu dan perabotnya seperti gambar dibawa ini. Tak la semewah bilik yang lain :P Limited sikit nak letak barang. Kuikuikui ><'''</div>
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So maaf sebab dah lama menyepi. Agak lama kan. Busy lah :) Sekarang mid-term. In syaa Allah saya rajinkan diri untuk update. Tunggu post pasal hiking In nanti waktu sebelum masuk degree dulu :)) Jaga diri!</div>
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Nazmin Nazifa εїзhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15197326122375489844noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8879849031868130865.post-74629877803325396422015-08-28T02:56:00.002+08:002015-08-28T03:08:59.091+08:00Laksa Tempurung Special KulimAssalamualaikum<br>
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Hey, hi! Well, kalau ikut jam hari ni adalah hari terakhir In berada di my sweet hometown. Esok awal pagi bertolak ke arah yang baru, jauh perjalanan. Few hours. A lot of hours. Hahahaha. Kebas bontot nanti kuikuikui. Okay tak penting. Just pray for me, for everybody. And also semoga selamat perjalanan pergi dan for my family selamat kembali balik ke sini lah. In syaa Allah aamiin. Semalam, tempat In dan abang sulung In pergi 'jejalan cari makan' adalah di Laksa Tempurung cawangan, Kulim. Wow. How exciting was that! Laksa tempurung sounds so unique and yummay! A friend of mine, asked to make a review about this so here I am yey! :P</div>
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Soalan pertama orang nak tahu selalunya tempat dulu. So let me show you in these pictures. </div>
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Secara simplenya Laksa Tempurung ini berada di Simpang Empat Keladi, sebelum dan bersebelahan Restoran Mad Arif Char Kuay Tiaw. Tadi In dan brother terlepas sebab the banner of Laksa Tempurung tak berapa nampak and terselindung. Tuan punya kedai should make it bigger and ada papan tanda y'know. Hahaha. We thought after char kuay tiaw. Bukan okay, before char kuay tiaw. Kalau datang dari arah traffic light selepas sekolah tu, you should turn right and restoran berada di kiri anda. Just go straight after turn right tu. Kalau turn left from the traffic light nak pergi Kulim Landmark. Haaa gittew. </div>
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So macam mana pula suasana and rasanya? Servis? Seperti semua tahu, Laksa Tempurung ni baru saja buka dan oleh sebab itu it was such a long queue. My brother waited for it and took the order while me was looking for a spot to sit and ordered our drinks. Hehehe. Space untuk duduk makan, definitely cukup. Kitorang pergi sana pada jam 1.30pm something after Zuhur. Ramai. Beratur as i said. Lunch hour pula tu kan. But we managed to stay longer and taste the Laksa Tempurung! So far, honestly In rasa murah. Kitorang order Laksa Tempurung Special. Harganya RM4 and guess what, dalamnya ada telur, ketam segera panjang tu, limau and udang agak besar with basic punya bahan laksa yang lain! </div>
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Murah weh. Paling penting dalam TEMPURUNG. In ingat akan harga lebih tinggi sebab uniknya but I was wrong. Mak In pun kata murah. Kalau kedai lain laksa biasa dah RM3.50 with only telur putih kekadang kecik pula tu and limau je. So what is the difference between Laksa Tempurung biasa and special. Sorry, In tak tahu. And tak tahu harga biasa apa but beli je special terus. Tak rugi. Murah. And honestly, rasanya secukup rasa. Sedap. Kenyang. Dan In makan habis licin. Tak berapa pekat dan tak berapa cair. Just nice. Laksa dia, rebus sempurna. </div>
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Ya, as I said kedai baru buka, unik so jadi tarikan orang ramai. Kekadang tak cukup tangan nak buat cecepat and hidangkan dengan sempurna. Makcik tu datang ke meja In untuk ambil tempurung laksa yang dah dilicin habis In makan while saying sorry to us. Awww. Makcik tu kata maaflah jika ada kekurangan dimana-mana. Katanya ada pelanggan marah-marah ngadu tak cukup rasa lah apa. Well those customers were unlucky i guess. Ini salah satu cubaan buat orang yang baru nak berniaga. Personally In rasa benda ni normal. </div>
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Bayangkan, dalam pukul 3ptg, laksa dah macam tak cukup padahal tutup pukul 6ptg. Makcik tu bajet ingat cukup lah dari 12tgh hri sampai 6 ptg tapi tadi macam kena tutup awal je. Ada sekali order 15 orang makan and ada nak dibungkus. Makcik tu kata ramai customers so ya I understand. It is not easy to handle. However, kita patut bagi semangat dan sokongan. Sebab personally, dari abang In juga kami setuju laksanya sedap! Mungkin kami ada rezeki nak merasai sebenar-benar rasa Laksa Tempurung Special! Gituuu! Bukan makcik tu sorang handle, memang ada pembantu-pembantu tu pun In tengok masih perlukan lebih khidmat manusia. Huhu. </div>
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Sambutan yang hangat and we should give them a chance to improve and catch up dengan bilangan tetamu setiap hari ke apa kan. Diorang tau lah, orang buat bisnes kan. Lek ah. In memang rekemen untuk korang datang Kulim, singgah Laksa Tempurung ni. Terbaik. Padu bak hang! Hahahaha. Ramai juga sebelum makan tadi ambil gambar dulu termasuk In. Hehehe. Let me show you okay. Datang awal-awal tau supaya tak lah tunggu lama and tak terlepas untuk merasainya!<br><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgonjf-AuwXvR438yg09wnmScQTswZi0vvNjZlHnmG-iKmNcSrxgKtYNop5nCkwXl3ZLRUYDNhiKc2b7YpcqHsmZS3tTorEzfW3x6B1Na639SWqZQQe1pbYR3zFhXG5SOy-je8vv36eAsb4/s640/blogger-image--869695935.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgonjf-AuwXvR438yg09wnmScQTswZi0vvNjZlHnmG-iKmNcSrxgKtYNop5nCkwXl3ZLRUYDNhiKc2b7YpcqHsmZS3tTorEzfW3x6B1Na639SWqZQQe1pbYR3zFhXG5SOy-je8vv36eAsb4/s640/blogger-image--869695935.jpg"></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinNaGw2oXeP_YIxSt0B4LJhLbF4NF0NWOBcGDw1nTuLt95F9HuBWqr-VlDSVCfkedW3rwB9UXpox5zWiVIm9KArnj94iM7jbvShQmIUZezStKnwtpdudLy-PNEv_kfYzmXtWyStTZRLron/s640/blogger-image-292009718.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinNaGw2oXeP_YIxSt0B4LJhLbF4NF0NWOBcGDw1nTuLt95F9HuBWqr-VlDSVCfkedW3rwB9UXpox5zWiVIm9KArnj94iM7jbvShQmIUZezStKnwtpdudLy-PNEv_kfYzmXtWyStTZRLron/s640/blogger-image-292009718.jpg"></a></div><br>
Nampak sedap tak???! Bukan nampak saja tapi memang sedap! Overall In bagi 7-8/10 (%). Cewah. So hangpa yang mai melawat Kulim jangan lupa singgah nah. Yang duk Kulim tu jangan berat tulang pungkok nak pi pekena Laksa Tempurung ni. Kebaih hat special teroih nah. Hahaha. Haa, itu je In boleh tolong. Have fun! Kali ke-3 update guna phone so sorry kalau ada salah silap typo memana! Fi amanillah! I am going to bed. Salam alaik!<br>
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